Congratulations My Girl :)

30.12.2011

This is the most special day for my bestie, Mrs Annabel Lee@Ang

She finally has gave birth!! Very cute baby boy!!

I still don't know his name yet cause they haven give him a name

so I can't mention too much about baby 

Just want to say I'm so proud of my girl

She's a brave young lady, an amazing mother

So glad that she remember to show me her little baby

Almost drop my tears, can't believe she's a mom now!

So jealous but really really happy for her!!

Tian, 

You're big girl now.. ehhh not girl anymore

you're a beautiful and brave mother

so proud of you, you made it finally!

take good care of urself. Must follow all those pantang!!

You know what made me so happy?

Next year chinese new year don't forget give me angpao ah!! Haha

Just joke la, but if you want to give please make sure its in large amount.. Kuang3

most important is ur health, and baby also.

I dont know what to say already ><

gonna visit you soon, hopefully can see you asap

ohya and pls pls pls always tell baby I'm liangmoi K-ma!! Haha

can call me aunty but add LIANGMOI at the front ah! 

Oh gosh, here I come again. 

Hopefully you will live happily ever after with ur own family

May god bless you and your family always

Be strong for everything, Be a good mother and wife

Again, I just want to say CONGRATULATIONS!!! =)

Another day just past..

 給我一個理由忘記

(Give me a reason to forget)

I'm kinda in love with this song, firstly it is related to the lyrics.

I always tell myself I need a good reason to forget everything

I keep tell myself to not give up easily ><

but after all, I begin to feel tired.. 

Many people encourage me, help me!!

Watching me and always got my back when I'm sad.

They cheers me everyday, brought many funny and happy moment for me!

Day by day, I recover slowly until my birthday!

I tell myself it is the last chance, I'll wait until that day..

and finally I got the answer which I decided to put a FULL STOP!

End of Everything!! 

Maybe for some people, this look easy and nothing special

but for me, it did make me realized many things

I'm stronger and I found myself and feel free to be wild, to try something new

There's also few guys coming into my new life.

Seriously single life is much more interesting compare to in a relationship

But as a girl, I still need someone to protect me and love me, care about me

I found few people that can give me that kind of feel

They are really nice to me, until I get confused who is the one that I really want to be with.

I wish I can find it out soon!!

And to someone, I really worry about him.

He called me just now and told me many things.

Felt really sorry and pity for him, but I couldn't help!

Just accompany him talk through the phone and keep support him

I hope I did make him feel better!

Hopefully he can sleep well tonight and don't blame himself anymore.

So many things happened recently, most of it is about disease.

Same thing goes to my dad, but dad is lucky enough cause he don't have to do the surgery anymore.

To him, be strong and pray alot! I know ur bro will recover soon.

Just think in positive way and be confident! 

and to someone far away from Sabah now

I did miss you, thanks for still remember to whatsapp me and call me :)

Have fun and enjoy ur holiday at there^^ Take care!

I guess I'll stop here, felt tired and need to sleep earlier.

Going to friend's house tomorrow, we'll bake a chocolate cake!

Can't wait for it! and enjoyed my dinner tonight with friends!

Good Night.. Xoxoxo

Blogging..

It's 5:39a.m, just finished design my blog.

This time I make it simple, just dark background.

Seriously I started to miss here, a place where I used to write all about my feels.

I leave here quite for a long time! Many things happened.

Which make me speechless and lost, couldn't share anythings.

Everything just disappear and gone one by one.

I read my old post, felt really touched, funny, angry.. but I enjoyed!

I make many things which some of it I can't even remember.

Created this page on 2009 and now almost the end of 2011

Just realized 365days actually past very fast. 

I saved many sweet and memorable memories up here.

There are alot lesson I found in each post I've posted, remind me alot of my mistakes.

Watching how childish I am, and complaining everyday!! like seriously! almost every hours ==

Thanks to all of the person that accompany me in this 2years :)

I don't know how to show how grateful I am to each one of you.

But I really want to give all of you a BIG THANKS!

LOVES COME AND GO..

FRIENDS COME AND GO..

but memories will always remain in my mind

to the special one, u show me many things, taught me many things

for all the things that happened, I APPRECIATE EVERYTHING

Although it hurts me but thanks for making me stronger :)

Hopefully, someday when we have the chance to meet each other in future

SMILE TO ME! That is the only thing I want from you.

If you have chance to read this, I hope you understand.

Again, welcome backkk Aily^^

Happy 20th Birthday My Special One!

Heyyyyy I came back!!!
9months without blogs...
But today I'm gonna write everythings...
I have alot things to write at here
Finally it's ur 20th Birthday!!!!
I just want to wish you
Have a super healthy life, success in ur carrier
handsome day by day, always keep ur sweet smile
hopefully ur wallet TEBAL day by day so u no need to coplain about ur $$!!

My 20 wishes for u as u're entering it half hours ago =)

1. I hope u have a super healthy life ( I mean in physical and mental, keep that 6packs pls )

2. happier day by day ( I know it's easier without me )

3. Full of cash in ur bank ( I mean all of ur bank, u told me before )

4. HANDSOME THAN BEFORE ( U're always do, I meant it )

5. keep ur sweet smile! ( That's ur best gift ever )

6. pls stop snoring!! ( Seriously U did it most of the time )

7. Learn to eat some vegetables baby ( It's good for ur health )

8. Don't smoke too much ( It's hard to stop but control k )

9. Don't fly like a G6 too much ( U can live out of the fantasy, try to get a real one )

10. Be cool but not fierce ( Sometimes u're too fierce whih can make ppl scare to u )

11. Mature than ur past ( Think properly for everything before u decide to do it )

12. Always listen to ur parents ( They love u alot! )

13. Don't drive too fast, safety first ( I know u're sleepy but u only have 1life )

14. Drink more water ( I know u will but just as a reminder )

15. Sleep earlier ( coz sometimes u're insomnia )

16. Hug ur smelly pillow always ( I miss that pillow )

17. Pls keep ur bed clean after u awake ( Don't always wait for ur mom to do it )

18. Improve ur cooking skills ( U're talented, love the dish u've prepared for me before )

19. Dont always look down on urself ( U're less educated but U know u better than anyone else )

20. Brighter future! ( I know u're always smarter than me! )

Maybe I'm too far to say that I understand you, I know I'm not but atleast I remember the real you when u're with me! Just a simple birthday wish for you! I hope u're gonna accept this AS A FRIEND! Thank so much for the last 4years! I love you so much! no matter what we called our relation now but u're always special for me! AGAIN, I WISH YOU HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY! HAVE A VERY BLAST BIRTHDAY =)

for u my special one..

Everythings inside the lyrics is for u
we've been too far..
4years relations, its not too long yet not too short
all our memories, our love, our promises..
laughed and tears together
I've been too count on you, been spoiled by ur amazing love
ur just so fantastic.. Im yours forever


I love you always till my last breath, forever..
CHESTER LIM KIAN HUNG!




Baby You Know - Jessica Lucas & Brandon T. Jackson


oh, oh, oh, oh, oh...


Baby you know,
that you are the air that I breathe
Life that's in me, ohh
baby you know, that you are all that I need
You give me everything, ohh


Each time I see you, my heart starts to pound
Whenever you come around
(Chorus)
Cause you're all I need,
you give me, everything, make me complete
yeah you are all I need,
you make me, fantasy, all of the love that you're giving me


oh, oh, oh, oh, oh...


Verse 2:
everytime i think about you
want ya, need ya, hold ya
kiss ya, love ya
never would place a person on this earth above ya
i just wana be the one thats make u feel amazing because you keep it real
Each time I see you, my heart starts to pound
Whenever you come around


Chorus:
Cause you are all I need, you give me, everything
Make me complete
Yeah you are all I need, you make me, fantasy, all of the love
Yeah you are all I need...


Yeah you are all I need, you make me, fantasy, all of the love that you're giving me


oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh...




Miss u so much sayang.. We'll recover soon.
If you see this, just remember I still and never stop loving u.
My life, my heart, my soul all belongs to u :(

Our Promises, I'm already your Mrs.Lim

I hope there's a change for us!

Popo,Gugu, Suksuk.. this is me! I'm a big girl now!

This few days, I've talked to my close relatives
the real story was about, I've never meet one of them!
maybe most of you feel weird about this..
but seriously I didn't recognize/know anyone of my relatives at KL/BAHAU
I've been there when I was a baby, about 1 and a half year.
that was a long time ago..
they did know my name, so do me =) but never face to face
for almost 20years!! yesterday one of my gugu added me at fb..
the moment I saw their face, some pains and sad comes to my heart
feel like crying..  but I didn't drop any tears
I dont know what kind of feel is this
I saw PoPo!! atlast I have the chance to see her!!
all this time, I only able to talk to her through the phone..
for the first time I saw her latest face (I have her pictures but that was her on 20years ago)
and I saw alot of Gugu, SukSuk, Cousins.. some look just like papa!!
exactly the Song's type =)
I miss alot, about my other relatives.
I never know what kind of lifestyle their having
what type of person are they
what they think about us<1family>
do they ever think of us too? I've missed too much..
I never had the chance to know them, never have a great time with them..
sometimes it makes me feel like I'm talking to strangers while they're not!!
and to papa? how come he can hold everything's inside him?
I feel sad for papa, I know he do miss his family, do want to go back again..
20YEARS its not easy for someone to leave their family for that long
papa, be strong! we'll go back sooner, so please say "yes"
we really need to go back.. they really miss you.. Give all of us a chance!
we loved you so much! you'll recover, hope you will change your mind~
let us heal you, let all of them help you. I'll pray for it, everydays!!

I really want to go back and meet up will of the Song's Family =(
and please cure my papa, hope he will be fine!!

recovering =)

I'm here at Keningau =) don't get shocked okay!
class ended at 3.30pm today, packed some clothes
and come back to here again.
its not necessary to stay longer at there
plus that I have no one at there...
hmmm I'm so in the mood listening to jay chou songs now
posted many video of him at my facebook wall
and some of my friends say " Lack of Love " ?? haha
No, I'm not, just miss him very much =)
I'll think positive from now on.
its true, many people loves me, included my friends
so what should I worry for? I should be grateful
no worries about lacking of love ya, dont worry! I'm fine

Sayang,
hurmm see I did come back for you
I know u have no time to go to KK
thats why I rather come back..
I really wish to see you sooner
and you did promise you will come back again right?!
now, I'm just a lonely girl that keep waiting for her lover
insomnia everynight!! because I need you to sleep with me
after we came back from HK, we didnt sleep together anymore :(
you always busy with your work
no more times for me.. work is your 1st now
I already become your num2..
but yes it has to be like that, I'll keep support you
I believe I will be the num1 again =)
good luck okay! muah xoxoxo..

nite sayang! its for you.

I'm Satisfied =)

Bloggy!!! Tonight I have story to share..
I've been putting myself into "Silent Mode" in last two weeks
I have no stories to share, no special things to write
just waiting and keep waiting for him..
and Thank God, he's finally return!
even it just for a day after suffered for waiting about 2weeks
but I feel so glad to meet him =)
yes, its not enough for me & him but thats all we got..
so we really tried our best to avoid arguement
for the first time I felt myself so happy
we hug each other and kisses..
we went to bed earlier than usual, I noticed he's getting weak
and lastly he said "I'm so tired, but I still find ways to come back"
"see, I siak you leh baby" omg I'm speechless
suddenly I feel awkward, I don't dare to look at him
he knows me well, he hug me back and close his eyes..
slowly both of us get into sleep and sweet dream-ing zzzzzz
story didn't ends here, he woke up at middle of the night
and he started to kacau me sleep! haiyerrrrrr
then both of us awake at 2in the morning, chit chat-ing until sunrise
hahaha feel funny~ just like Twilight movies. haha
eventough we didn't have the chance to spend our time together
but I'm satisfied and appreciate it alot..
seriously its hard to wait for someone, more patient needed
hopefully we will meet soon, waiting again =)
I learn one thing, that is TO BE PATIENT..
rather hurt by his honesty than hurt because of the lies
I found this and I know this is so true!

Sayang~ thanks for the hugs today! I feel better now, miss you!

I Blame Myself =(

Hello bloggy, I'm here again..

as usual I have alot things to share and I know you are the one I can talk to
no one judge me at here, so I'll be free to say anythings =)
first of all, same stories, I'm alone again..
but it doesn't mean I'm giving up or get bored with this
sometimes I'm just tired and think negative
I don't know why I still care for the past
I've been trying everyday, not to think too much
but everytime he's far from me, all the bad memories came again.
and I started to blame everythings on him!
seriously, he treat me very nice.. more than girlfriend or even wifey
he gives me everything, never less. and it comes sincerely from his heart.
like he always said, he gives me everythings to make me happy
while for him, my simple smile can make him happy everydays.
what am I doing huh? I find thousand of ways to make him angry
and even trying to leave him. I do everythings in purpose..
just because I want to make him feel guilty, so that he will stay and have more times with me.
see.. I am a selfish girl. I hate my immature attitude.
honestly, many girls find these type of guys.
I didn't mean to say he is the perfect guy
but seriously there's alot of young man who are unemployed out there
he's doing the right things now, I need to open my EYES.
its time to wake up Alice, can't you see? He do that for you.
I've been so lucky to have him but all this time i closed both of my eyes.
blame no ones but myself.
maybe this is the reason why I dont have alot of friends.
I only care myself, and forget about others.
I realized but still hard to change..
I wish I could be the perfect girl =( I do..
hopefully I'll be the new one, be open-minded, look forward for future..

 

I'm so so so sorry. I MISS YOU ='(
still waiting..

HongKong Trips Pictures =)

Thanks to the Lim's family, you guys brought so many wonderful memories to me.

really happy to have all the fun, joy & superb great time with all of you.

I'll never forget this. Love all of you. Mwaks!

wait.. more to comes =)