for u my special one..

Everythings inside the lyrics is for u
we've been too far..
4years relations, its not too long yet not too short
all our memories, our love, our promises..
laughed and tears together
I've been too count on you, been spoiled by ur amazing love
ur just so fantastic.. Im yours forever


I love you always till my last breath, forever..
CHESTER LIM KIAN HUNG!




Baby You Know - Jessica Lucas & Brandon T. Jackson


oh, oh, oh, oh, oh...


Baby you know,
that you are the air that I breathe
Life that's in me, ohh
baby you know, that you are all that I need
You give me everything, ohh


Each time I see you, my heart starts to pound
Whenever you come around
(Chorus)
Cause you're all I need,
you give me, everything, make me complete
yeah you are all I need,
you make me, fantasy, all of the love that you're giving me


oh, oh, oh, oh, oh...


Verse 2:
everytime i think about you
want ya, need ya, hold ya
kiss ya, love ya
never would place a person on this earth above ya
i just wana be the one thats make u feel amazing because you keep it real
Each time I see you, my heart starts to pound
Whenever you come around


Chorus:
Cause you are all I need, you give me, everything
Make me complete
Yeah you are all I need, you make me, fantasy, all of the love
Yeah you are all I need...


Yeah you are all I need, you make me, fantasy, all of the love that you're giving me


oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh...




Miss u so much sayang.. We'll recover soon.
If you see this, just remember I still and never stop loving u.
My life, my heart, my soul all belongs to u :(

Our Promises, I'm already your Mrs.Lim

I hope there's a change for us!

Popo,Gugu, Suksuk.. this is me! I'm a big girl now!

This few days, I've talked to my close relatives
the real story was about, I've never meet one of them!
maybe most of you feel weird about this..
but seriously I didn't recognize/know anyone of my relatives at KL/BAHAU
I've been there when I was a baby, about 1 and a half year.
that was a long time ago..
they did know my name, so do me =) but never face to face
for almost 20years!! yesterday one of my gugu added me at fb..
the moment I saw their face, some pains and sad comes to my heart
feel like crying..  but I didn't drop any tears
I dont know what kind of feel is this
I saw PoPo!! atlast I have the chance to see her!!
all this time, I only able to talk to her through the phone..
for the first time I saw her latest face (I have her pictures but that was her on 20years ago)
and I saw alot of Gugu, SukSuk, Cousins.. some look just like papa!!
exactly the Song's type =)
I miss alot, about my other relatives.
I never know what kind of lifestyle their having
what type of person are they
what they think about us<1family>
do they ever think of us too? I've missed too much..
I never had the chance to know them, never have a great time with them..
sometimes it makes me feel like I'm talking to strangers while they're not!!
and to papa? how come he can hold everything's inside him?
I feel sad for papa, I know he do miss his family, do want to go back again..
20YEARS its not easy for someone to leave their family for that long
papa, be strong! we'll go back sooner, so please say "yes"
we really need to go back.. they really miss you.. Give all of us a chance!
we loved you so much! you'll recover, hope you will change your mind~
let us heal you, let all of them help you. I'll pray for it, everydays!!

I really want to go back and meet up will of the Song's Family =(
and please cure my papa, hope he will be fine!!

recovering =)

I'm here at Keningau =) don't get shocked okay!
class ended at 3.30pm today, packed some clothes
and come back to here again.
its not necessary to stay longer at there
plus that I have no one at there...
hmmm I'm so in the mood listening to jay chou songs now
posted many video of him at my facebook wall
and some of my friends say " Lack of Love " ?? haha
No, I'm not, just miss him very much =)
I'll think positive from now on.
its true, many people loves me, included my friends
so what should I worry for? I should be grateful
no worries about lacking of love ya, dont worry! I'm fine

Sayang,
hurmm see I did come back for you
I know u have no time to go to KK
thats why I rather come back..
I really wish to see you sooner
and you did promise you will come back again right?!
now, I'm just a lonely girl that keep waiting for her lover
insomnia everynight!! because I need you to sleep with me
after we came back from HK, we didnt sleep together anymore :(
you always busy with your work
no more times for me.. work is your 1st now
I already become your num2..
but yes it has to be like that, I'll keep support you
I believe I will be the num1 again =)
good luck okay! muah xoxoxo..

nite sayang! its for you.

I'm Satisfied =)

Bloggy!!! Tonight I have story to share..
I've been putting myself into "Silent Mode" in last two weeks
I have no stories to share, no special things to write
just waiting and keep waiting for him..
and Thank God, he's finally return!
even it just for a day after suffered for waiting about 2weeks
but I feel so glad to meet him =)
yes, its not enough for me & him but thats all we got..
so we really tried our best to avoid arguement
for the first time I felt myself so happy
we hug each other and kisses..
we went to bed earlier than usual, I noticed he's getting weak
and lastly he said "I'm so tired, but I still find ways to come back"
"see, I siak you leh baby" omg I'm speechless
suddenly I feel awkward, I don't dare to look at him
he knows me well, he hug me back and close his eyes..
slowly both of us get into sleep and sweet dream-ing zzzzzz
story didn't ends here, he woke up at middle of the night
and he started to kacau me sleep! haiyerrrrrr
then both of us awake at 2in the morning, chit chat-ing until sunrise
hahaha feel funny~ just like Twilight movies. haha
eventough we didn't have the chance to spend our time together
but I'm satisfied and appreciate it alot..
seriously its hard to wait for someone, more patient needed
hopefully we will meet soon, waiting again =)
I learn one thing, that is TO BE PATIENT..
rather hurt by his honesty than hurt because of the lies
I found this and I know this is so true!

Sayang~ thanks for the hugs today! I feel better now, miss you!