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Sunday, August 29, 2010

❤无言!

我真的受够了!
现在我真得很想把自己关在一个房间里
自己大声地喊 自己发脾气 自己哭
我搞不懂 为什么? 为什么?
我真的是那么好玩吗?
当时是你自己答应了
你还说我们必须互相帮助
现在呢?
你说过的话跑去那里了?
为什么不早早跟我商量
为什么现在才跟我说
你应该先想清楚
才做出决定
不要老是到了最后一秒
才要想到后果
然后就反悔
这样对我真的不公平
我希望你能了解我的状况
我知道你不是故意
我也知道你是有苦衷
可是你也应该要体谅我的感受
我不想面对面跟你说
应为我不想破坏我们的友谊
我还是很尊重你
写在这里
不是想要侮辱你
所以请你别误会!
我希望你还会筹一点时间
把这件事想清楚
不要把全部麻烦都放在我一个人的身上
我真的没有办法了
我不能自己一个人解决
我求求你!
不要再这样!
现在真得很想哭!
头也痛了!
请你帮帮我
不要你的金钱 不要你的安慰
我只要我们一起面对
不要丢下我一个人 :(

Saturday, August 28, 2010

❤ 发恶梦!

最近我经常发恶梦
差不多每天都发同一个梦
不知道是不是自己想太多
所以才会发这些梦
跟他说
他却答我 “你睡觉前没喝水,所以会发恶梦”
可能他说得对
我也不想自己吓自己
有人说梦里面发生的事
是相反的
如果是开心的 就会是伤心的
而如果是伤心的 就会是开心的
可是谁能确定这是真的呢?
最好是不要再发恶梦了
我很想安安心心的睡觉
现在黑眼圈也越来越大了
眼睛看起来都像肿了
真的很难看!
希望能恢复真常

Thursday, August 26, 2010

❤ Lost my TRUST

TRUST
i had lost this
i don't know how to say
i just describe this as my feels now
did i done something wrong again?
WHY ?
i don't understand you anymore
is it something gone wrong between us
i don't want to involve in your games
i just want to stay simple
where we belongs to
PLEASE
awake yourself
don't be too selfish
think about other person
otherwise you will regrets someday
only this i could wrote at here


I'M SORRY !

Monday, August 16, 2010

❤ BLOG的好处!

今天又打开了我的BLOG 可是却不知道想写什么
以前的我 太多话想说 太多字想写
最近我慢慢的读了我所写过的故事
觉得每天过的日子都是一样 没有特别的事情
有些 我本身觉得TITLE跟故事内容根本就没有关系
原来要写一篇文章也是没那么简单
现在我真的无言 不知道还想说什么 不能发表自己的感言
脑袋里都是空空的

开心 伤心 寂寞 害怕 烦恼 生气


也许当我面对着一些 我才会在这里写出自己想说的话
不过我也会在这里写出我不喜欢的人的性格
也不算是在讲坏话 只是一些对他们不满的话

多希望 不用靠着它
然后可以大大声的说我们心里不舒服的话
我知道 这些是不可能
所以我还得靠着它 去叫醒 骂醒 某些人
太多东西是不能面对面来说
对不起。。。。
这三个字 是唯一我能送给你们的
我也很想坦白 不过这样会令起误会
果然我已经给了提示
我知你知 好了 就不用太尴尬
对大家是一个好处!

Saturday, August 14, 2010

❤ photoshooting made a war !

yesterday i went to bunsit with a group of photographer
having a photoshooting with my besties at there
its quite tiring cause all i need to do is smile to the camera :)
but they told me my look more to the fierce look
so i need to control my laughed ==

At first everything going good
but after my sayang arrived
GOSH ! a war started again !
he's angry because i didn't told him clearly about the location
but actually i also didn't know about it
i just know that i have to go outdoor after i arrived at shop
yesterday i'm so ashamed and angry
he's always act like that
can't give abit face to another people
really hope he can changed that temper
he's the one that let me go to take the photoshooting
but then after he don't know the details
he started to yell and blame everythings to me
i know u siak me and care me laa sayang
but you should show your manner also ma.....

At my home, our war still continued
haisss...its a big disaster for us
i also shouldn't do like that
i admit that my temper almost same like him
everytime when we argue also will like that
but yesterday i know im done too much
being mad by my mom yesterday
sorry mommy it wont happen again next time

so pity to him
when i saw he's crying behind my door
what to do..angry but sayang
so i go to hug him and he's hug me back
aiyoooo..awalawal macam ini kan bagus sayang :)
need to keep kissing he's face
he just will stop crying haha
so me and him lying at my bed
talked alot about our secret
he know something new bout me
so do i...
first time so open minded
then he told me some about our past
i hope thats the truth
cause u've been cheating to me for once
so now i really hard to trust your word
i just hope all the thing that he told me
its not an another lie to me again

p/s : we never being so open mind like lastnight. quite awkward!

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

❤ Weird News

On monday, along the road to Kay-Kay
I was chit-chatting with my besties
We talked alot
Many stories and gossips
some rumors will make me laughed
some makes me very shocked after heard about it
I really don't know how to say laa
but i really shocked
this news also quite unacceptable
what to do... PEOPLE CHANGED FASTER!!!

I'm not 38-ing laa
I know this people also
so just caring laa
hope she/he will changed
don't hurt yourself
even you are playful but don't play too much
behave yourself :)

p/s : I don't know what are this teenagers thinking, maybe i am abit old school thinking.So, i prefer even if u are really want to try something new.pls don't act too much cause when u are getting older u will regrets! SOOOO TO ALL TENNAGERS PLS WAKE UP AND REFRESH YOUR MIND !

Monday, August 2, 2010

❤ The lil fights



Errr its abit cold tonight
Many things on my mind but don't know how to share
i want to share with anyone if i could
but i just don't feel comfortable to spread it out.Haiss

So,lets just talked about today.
5 in the morning i heard someone screaming
He's talk louder and louder
thats make me and my sayang woke up
Its DADDY.He's angry with my bro
it is all started on saturday nights
my bro didn't back to home after he's going out with his friends.
Then,when mom's called him,he didn't answer the phone.
Few min later,his phone was off.
Plus my bro trying to escape again
he refuse to go to school
thats why they angry on him..aduii

After the lil fights
my sayang and me continued to sleep
Few hours later he's awake
Then he began to tarik tarik my body
want hug me laa :)
I was a lil bit awake but still cant fight with my eyes
so i just inored him when he trying to play with me
*my sayang memang always kacau aku tidur ==
He keep call me wake up
cause he also need to go work and me going to>>>>IDA
the tutor call me to go there on 8a.m
but i was late........
aiya thats normal laa.girl love to BAN LIANG before going out.
Luckly my sayang just shut his mouth.Hehe
normally he sure will cakap banyak and keep bla bla bla!
maybe he's in good mood today :)

So went to IDA for driving practice
wasted my 3hours at there
i hope it is worth
cause i still need to go for my 8hours test
haiiiyoooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and also went to hospital visits my grandma sis
she was in a critical condition now
just hope she will get well soon.
God bless her and love her always!muahhh

goodnight♥