❤ Home Sweet Home

New picture of mine :)

YEAH HOME SWEET HOME!
finally mom's made the decision
I'm moving back to my house
but will be register to another school next week :)
at least I'm safe than ... haha
really happy can changed to another school
THANKS MOMMY! muaaahhhh

Another story
last week baby came down to Kay-Kay
he go to my hostel and pick me up
really happy when i saw him waiting for me at the gate
after put our bags at his grandma house
first place to go>>> ting ting ting "SURIA"
since i keep bising that i want to eat
baby fed me KFC, he said mau kasi gemuk wa :(
on night ahyung and his grandma brought us to CKS
there got the new opening restaurant
but too bad the taste rated for ** only
after full filled our stomach
then we went for movie at suria
watched TWILIGHT SAGA : ECLIPSE(****)
The part that i like

* many kissing scene.LOL
* Wolf + Cullen vs New Born Army

* Jealousy between Edward and Jacob

The next day 24.07.2010
went to take our breakfast
at my sayang fav shop>>>家乡生肉面
eat eat eat bored bored bored
so searching for movie again
we go to 1b watched ONG BAK 3 : THE FINAL BATTLE
the movie okay laa but too much com effect
and the battle is too 假了
rated for (***)
saw my friends at there but they didn't saw me :(
after that i went to Tanjung Aru with Anne2 and her sayang
first time candle light with my baby @@
we talked alot, many story
first time walking at the beach
we trying to be romantic laa kunun
but i think we still not romantic. Haha
It still make me happy, I hope he's happy too!

Thats all for my weekend
but finally when i arrived home today
i feel don't want to go there again
cause i'm HOMESICK. Xoxo

p/s: Alice theodora song finally has returned to her house!and she love her last weekend :)

❤ Kolej Days

I finally reopen and updated my blog :)

I didn't online almost two weeks
Actually i've got alot to write here
but i don't want to make my blogs look lika a story book
okay. I lied,actually i just lazy. haha
errrrr..talks about this week
I've been to Kolej Yayasan Sabah Orentation Days
first i'd arrived there.
1 WORD >>>>>> CRIIIIIIIIIIIEEEED
im not really enjoy when i was at there
its only "BACK TO HOME" on my mind
almost crazy at there.
but i've got alot new friend
they are nice and friendly :)
so i slowly let myself to accept the new environment

On the final day, I just waited for my HANDPHONE!
can't wait to call my sayang and sms with my friends
when i open my phone. TRRRRRRRRRRRTTTT
I'VE GOT SO MANY MESSAGE AND MISSCALL
and i know most of it is from my sayang
HE DO CARE AND MISS ME FOR THE WHOLE WEEK
haha i know it. he cant denied it.
After the closing they brought us to our new hostel
that day was my unlucky day!
we've got transport problem, blame the bus driver!
he is such a jerk! how could he call us go down from the bus
he keep say he still got another order
he didn't even help us and pity on us
so we just pull our bags and walk to the new hostel
when i get there, BIG "OMG" come out
the place are so suck!

First person need to know >> MY SAYANG
i've call him and told him about my new house
i tried to convience him about the place
and mention about moved out
then came out a big war again :( huhuhu
i've ignored him and tried on my mom
unfortunately, my mom same like him :( arrrgggghhh
really stress that time, then i call baby again
Im crying, spread everythings to him
PITY-NYA him, terpaksa pujuk me again. hehe Aiya what to do
im ur beloved honey juga kan sayang? hehe

need to thanks him also
cause this 4days, i've took his 24hours!haha
he stay at my home everydays and slept with me everynights
feel warm and sweet! long time never hug him
seriously he's more and more romantic than before
HE CAN HUG ME UNTIL THE NEXT MORNING :)
make me very happy!


by the way this weekend im gonna stay at kk
haiss must miss my bed very much :(
need to brings my teddy along
aiya hao lin fan oh
many things to pack!!!

p/s : i don't really agreed with the hostel things but still need to move to there :( huhu

❤ Sorry Sayang LIM

A thousand of sorry to my Sayang

I have a praise for him : He's a good actor!
I know he's trying to hide his saddnest from me
He force himself to agreed with my mom decision
But how suprised i am
when he keep support and called me study hard!
Never tried to stop me...
He's done too much for me
and i still didn't realize even once
He's leaving everythings just for me
But i still not satisfy
always yelling and mad at him
He's just being to good with me!
And now im crying..
because at the end i know i cant do anything for him

SORRY DD,i need to be selfish again
I need to leave u for 3years
but i promised i will be back soon!
Don't naughty over here
I siak u so much
remember what u had promise to me..ok?

I feel so suck
very irretating and confusing decision to make
but still followed my mom's decision
I know she just want to give the best for me
Gonna register to school on this week!
haisssssssssss



p/s : after 3years i will be back and ready to be ur wifey :) i promise this.

❤ baby make over & dish :)

Me and baby playing with my make up
He decided to try a new look on my face
So we choose "Gothic" style
I've been make over by him
But its not successful on 100%
Make me look funnier. haha xD
Plus, he's cooking for me again.
Love the dish that he prepared for me so much.
He's a good chief seriously.

❤我很遗憾 没有认识我的亲戚

有时候 当我一个人
我会想起很多事
想起以前的过去
有时 我很怀念
有时 我很讨厌
有时 我想忘掉
有时 我不懂

今天妈妈和姨姨们在讲以前的事
我在旁边 一直在听
然后有些事会让我偷笑
突然妈妈就提起了我的表妹
一个很久没见的表妹
我还记得她
不过当妈妈说了以前跟她拥有过的感情
我一点都不记得了
然后 姨姨告诉我她也有facebook
她们叫我去找她 跟她多点联络
我就照她们的意思
最后也找到了她......

看到了她的样子后
我心里怀疑 真的是她吗？
我真得无法去认她
我根本就不再认识她了
她也应该忘记我了吧
两个不相识的人
这么可以聊天呢？
能谈些什么呢？

突然 我就觉得很可惜
原来我还有很多亲戚
有一些 我小时候认识了
但因为很少见面 所以不认识了
记得的 只是他们的名字
样子长了什么样 我也不知
有一些 我重来都不认识
没有见过 也不知道他的存在
我知道的 只是一个名字

我很好奇 竟然是亲戚
可是觉得很陌生
这样还可以算是亲戚吗？
就算以后见了面
我们会很好吗？
但我还希望 我可以见到她们
可以重新开始认识他们
能够跟他们相处.....

我不想再失去 不想再遗憾！



p/s: 我只想能够和我的亲人在一起 跟他们相处多一点 因为今天我突然感到很遗憾 一直以来都没好好去认识我的亲戚 没筹一点时间去了解他们 我不想要 到我老了 再要去珍惜或找回我重来都不认识的亲人。