❤ Ss Whole Day

Today i didn't go to work. Actually I am late a.k.a L A Z Y . Haha XD but seriously im really tired. I ever want to quit but i need money for my Shopping & Puppies :( 1more months then i will return to be a " Da Xiao Jie " again. Means just SLEEP, ONLINE & EAT. Don't misunderstand, im not k, just an example ^^

Hm, baby promise to give me a RING, not an engagement or wedding ring laa, just for proving his love to me. Still waiting for it. Hoped he can give me :) So, now he totally hardworking to buy the ring for us. Thanks my love !

Nothing special about today, what a L A M E day, at home just me, gucci and my dad. SS = Syok Sendiri laa today. Here are the pic ! Really lame one =.=

[ He Bite My Hair ~ uurrgghh ! @.@ ]



[ Only Us ]


[ Gucci Baby ]

[ L A M E ]

[ Me ]

[ Doing My Mask ]

[ Mask time ]

❤ Change Him

Hey ~ I Am Back !

Many things happen to me recently. Yesterday someone told me at Facebook that my love is getting WORSE than before. He doing something bad at my back. Actually i don't trust it so much cause i know that He was changing. But still got abit worried.

I do know that my love was a bad person. But now he was trying his best. He trying to changed himself as well. I ever ask him if he was happy with his new life and he told me that he loved it so much. He was so happy that he can make a good relation with his family. Seroiusly, my love never think about others people feelings before. But now, HE'S NOT THE OLD HIM ANYMORE !

Many people told me that I AM THE ONE WHO CHANGED HIM but the truth is, he was so hardworking to do it. He really want to changed himself to be a good guy, he told me that he don't want to be a useless guy anymore. He realize his mistakes.

I think he was grown up and matured now. Sometime he was so manja with me but actually he was far matured than myself. I admire him. REALLY ! Maybe this sound weird but i admit it. It was really hard for someone to throw away his badness or to fixed their mistakes that they ever done. But not for my love. He can do it !

So i was trying to tell all of the people that STOP SUSPICIOUS AND DON'T EVER TALK ABOUT HIS PAST. I know i always talk about his past but i am not like the other people cause im his special one :) Anyway, I support you baby. Always be there for you ! I was really happy to see ur changes and i know you will keep it.

❤ Be Back !

New picture here. Enjoy it !

Lazy want to write and update my blog this few days. I just changed my photo, thats all.
Blogging mode is off. Sorry !

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❤ Chinese New Year & Valentine's Day

Sorry to all the visitors and myself ~ long time didn't update my blog.

I guess everybody know about CHINESE NEW YEAR. Im half chinese so i do celebrate it. Hehe :) well as we know this year we have two big event. Chinese New Year & Valentine's Day held on the same day. Really hard to choose but for me, NOT ! hehe :)

[ 13/02 ]

Actually i want to go work but im late so i didn't go. Then i just stay at my aunt house, called baby go there too. Nothing special at there, we just took a pic together. Uploaded some of it ~

So, around 3p.m baby told me that he need to go back to his home. Need to take dinner with his family. One of the chinese tradition before enter " NIAN CHU YI " so i just let him go. I also back to my home.

Almost 8p.m, baby come to my house pick me. He ask me to join his family to play fireworks together. So, i go to his house and started play fireworks. Suddenly baby told me that i need to wait until 12p.m. There are lots of suprises for me. I felt sleepy so i go to sleep 1st while waiting the time.

When the eyes open, i saw a teddy bear just behind me. OOOOhhhhh ~ So happy ! Baby sleep at beside me :) He keep told me that he was so guilty because he didn't buy me a rose. Reason : I don't have much time =.= ! But actually its only a tricks.

After finished watch the fireworks, baby send me go home, on the way to my house, baby take out the rose and a box. OOOOOhhh ~ Again, im Suprised + Happy :) I never thought that baby will do those for me. Thanks baby !

At my house, me and baby took pic of valentine's night :) here are the pic of us.

Finished THE STORY of valentine's day. Seriously, i never celebrated my valentine's day with baby. This was our first year celebrated it together. Really happy :)

[ 14/02 ]

Nothing special about Chinese New Year. I think last time was hapenning than this time. But i still happy because i celebrated it with my family members and also my baby. Nohing much i can say about Chinese New Year, hoped next year will more happening and enjoy :) Bye !

perhaps this is my longest blog and most boring one cause all of it just about me and my baby. Really sorry but this is me. Haha XD most important person always goes to my Mr. Chester Lim Kian Hung. Love you baby :) Mwuacckkss !

❤ Bro's Birthday :)

Today is my bro's, Allan birthday. We didn't celebrate. Just a simple dinner with family and small cake for him. He was so happy when he saw the cake just now. Keep smile along the way back to our house. Haha XD SOT edy ~

Times flow very fast. When i saw at my bro, I just realize that he is a big guy now. Taller than me, physical bigger than last time. All of them getting older, included me. We are not a lil kid anymore. Hehe :)

This make me realize about the important of a Family. I didn't care about this before but now i know that i love this family so much. Lately, one of my cousin had find me. She got a big trouble. This is private, so im sorry i can't share it with all of you. Even i know i can't help her. But i'd try my best for her. Hoped she will appreciate it !

Seriously, i didn't ask anything from her. I just hope she will be fine soon. I love all of my family members and i never want to saw them in trouble.
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May God Bless Us. Just for the Juss's Family and Song's Family. Also for the Lim's Family. Its my baby family. Im also part of them now so hope they also will get a happy and healty life. Thanks :)

Pic that we took just now. All simple.

[ Three Of The Song's Generation ]

[ Me, Allan & Alric ]

[ Kiss For The Birthday Boy ]

[ My Bro's ]

Family are everythings for me ~ Now i realize how much important the relation among siblings. I know sometime i didn't appreciate my bro's but i love them. No matter what will happen next, they still my family :)

❤ Finally " YES " & Happy Birthday Bro ~

Today was a happy day for me ! Finally i get " YES " from my mommy. Finally, she let me go to KK with baby ~ Really excited XD. Thanks to my mommy cause finally i get what i want.Waited it for so long and finally i get it !! Hehehe :)

Here wanted to wish my bro's, Allan " Happy Birthday ". He is getting older now. Haha, 15 years old this year :) Big guy already. Even taller than me. Huhu :(
But i still happy for him. Hoped he will get a good result for his next year PMR. Love you bro !!

Thats all for today :)

❤ Just Me, Baby, Gucci & Besties

Yesterday i was so happy because finally i had brought my baby dog " GUCCI " back to my house. All of my family members included baby like him so much. He was so playful and Manja. Hehe :) All of them keep hugged him. Thanks to baby cause he wasted many time yesterday to company me go to buy all the stuff for our NEW SWEETHEART :) total price almost cost Rm300++ i guess so. But so happy having a baby dog !

Last night i was going out with baby, we going to watched the fireworks at complex. It is sponsored by his dad and few of his friends for the Chinese New Year celebration. It was so beautiful. Nice ! Love it ^^ After that having dinner with his family at Adika Food Court.

Around 10p.m, we going to Marissa's house. They had organised a small party for her brother, Matt. Then going to City with them and Sha's sister, Jenna and her buddies. We having so much fun time there and take many pic with my bestie.

12.30p.m, going back to babe anne's home. having a sleepover there with my bestie. Gossiping until 3.30a.m just go to sleep. I was so happy last night even i felt really sleepy ! Haha XD Most suprising, babe anne bro's, Joby still remember my name. He still a lil baby when i know him but he never forgot my name. So touched.

Uploaded some pic that we had take last night at City. Hehe :) It was a great night i ever had with them !

[ Anne, Sha, Chi and Me ]

[ Me and Baby with his naughty face ]

[ Hahaha XD ]
[ Anne, Sha, Chi, Me and Tine ]

[ Me With Baby ]

[ Sleepy Him ]

[ My only and beloved ]

[ Fierce face from baby ]

❤ Moody :(

I've been moody for three days ! Its really a big trouble edy. First, still confuse of the changes of my friends. Second, Should i help her for that " RM500 ". Third, Baby keep break his promises to me. Lastly, my mom still didn't give me answer for the KK Trip. Is it a big matter for them ?? All of this is their problem.

Okay, why should me stand in the middle for both of them ?? I need to help both. Its really tiring when need to hear all the " bla, bla, bla " come out from their mouth. I need to stop this. I really don't want to attack my freinds from their back again. Today i did i a great job. I guess 75% ! Im really angry someone just now but i did not tell them or talk about that people.

SHE ? Find me again. asked me when i can go meet her. and still asking about the money things. Really don't have any idea how to run away from her. I really wanted to help but i need money too ! Haiz :(

Erm, baby ? Still haven come back. He promised me, he will come back today. He already break his promises for two times and i still forgive him. But today he really unlucky. If he coming back tomorrow, He will get a " Big Boom " from me.

Mommy ! Oh ~ please, im not gonna ask her again. I knew i will get the same answer from her. Asking nonsence then still didn't answer my question. Just wasting my time. Whats wrong with the world people ?? Im 17 that almost going to 18 ~ What is your problem ! Is it wrong having my own trip with my baby and dear friends ?? I really don't understand what she thinking right now. How long i need to be their BABYGURL ?! Please let me go with them. Just for this time. I beg !

Updated MY BLOG LIST ! Its babe anne, babe chi and dear darien ! hehe :) Happy ~ I know babe chi is in trouble right now. Hoped she will be fine soon. I know she is the most strong among all of us. Cheer up babe ! I really don't want to see any of my babe sad and hurt again. Just want all of them get their happiness, included ME !

For baby, hoped he will keep and always prove to me that every word he had promised, he will do it for me. I really trust you. So, don't make me disappointed with you again. Always miss and love you baby. Hoped you sleep well and dream of me !





Bye Bye ~

❤ Helpless

Actually i don't know how to say this but seems like no where can i spread out all my feelings. Yesterday i was just talking about the changes of people around me ! I haven find a way how to settle this problem, there come another problem again.

Really make me blur @.@ ~ Someone is asking me to borrow her money. But should i get involve with her problem ?? Actually im involved ! Since she told me about that i already knew that i will get involved. Urrgghh ! WHY ME ?! I really don't want to put myself on those trouble. RM500 ~ Its not a small amount. I really don't know i should borrow my money to her or not.

Well, i know its urgent but really none of my business. So, why must let me pay it for her ? She told me that she will pay it back to me but can i trust her ? You done it so you finished it ! Dont put me in your trouble ! OMG ! Help me.

Having a reunite with my old friends today. He was my classmate at primary school. Long time didn't meet him but still remmember his face ! Act cool ~ Haha XD Sorry Siang. Just joke :)

[ My old friends ]

[ Me, Manda & Siang ]

[ Four of us ]

Happy to see and hang out with him again !

❤ Different !

Today i was free, at office just have a few work. Nothing special. Erm, i take my lunch with my fren. Actually, its Bryan ask me to join him lunch but i ask if i can call Manda to go with us. So, there is our plan. Suddenly, manda called me. She cant join us ! So i tried to find another gurl. Yes ! Its her. I called Annabel and ask her if she can join us. Luckly, she say " sure ".

There come another problem ! Ahloh cant join us. Too busy at office ! So, today just the three of us. Talking ~ nothing special too.

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I dont know how to describe my feelings today ! But i really feel different. Everybody is changing i guess. I dont know why will happened until like this but really hard for me to understand them ! Even i already know them for a very long time, but i just think that i really not understand them well.

Maybe some reason they cant share everything with me. But its weird ! Such a loving c*uple before. But now feels like both of them hated each other. She talking his badness and he also do the same. Attacking people from their back. I know it shouldn't be like that.

I knew i had done it too but atleast im trying to stop ! Well, sometime i attacking my friends too. But i just dont know how to tell them the truth. I scare i will hurt their feelings ! I really dont wanna do that. TRUST ME !

Uuurrgghh ! Guys please awake and see clearly ! Who was the devil. Dont just simply do what you want. Please look at the reality. Wake up ! Please stop this nonsence. Nothing can i say. Im done !

Lastly, asked my mommy about the KK things. Unfortunately, my mom didnt answer me. How should i know its DO or DONT ! Really making me confuse @.@

Baby also didnt call me. Haix ! He promised me last night. I really moody. Waiting. waiting and waiting but NO AT ALL ! Baby, you know how much I MISS YOU ?? Yeah, you never gonna know that. You're not here with me :(

Really strange ! Hoped i will be okay soon.

❤ Money and Friends

Yeeeppiiee !! Today i was so happy ~ First time get my own salary !! MY OWN MONEY ~ Really worth, I have work for one month and lastly i get the benefit. hehe :) I was so happy but i really feel dont wanna use that money ~ Keep it ?? For what ?? Haha XD Perhaps i will save abit for daily use, the rest i will use. hehe ^^

Erm, Meet up with my dear friend today ~ We going to have a evening tea ~ Just Me, Amanda, Bryan and Ahloh. Four of us ~ Going to HONEY SWEET. Oooppss, almost forget that we also meet Pung Tzy Teeng at there. Talk many things ~ Eat, Drinks. bla, bla bla !! Haha XD So fun ~ Amanda keep push us to send her back to office. So funny to see her action. Bryan more funny, keep saying that he dont want to eat but still eat many fries ~ Lolzz they still same even long time didnt see them !

Lastly, Baby called me ~ hehe :) happy ! promise me that tomorrow will called me again ~ Hoped so XD ! And hoped my mommy will lwt me go to KK with my baby and dear friends. Really wanted to go with them.

Here are some pic for today, but SORRY to Ahloh cause i forget to take a pic with him just now. huhu :(

[ Me with Babe Manda ]

[ Bryan serious face ]


[ Me with Bryan ]

Today was a sweet and happy day ~ hehe :) even just hang out for an hour but i really felt happy with my dear friends !!

❤ Its February :)

Today is the 1st day of February !! Feels so happy ~ The celebration is coming soon. hehe :) But how come Chinese New Year & Valentine's Day are on the same days ?? Means we need to choose between F.A.M.I.L.Y or B.O.Y.F.R.I.E.N.D !! Uuurrrggghh ~ So unfair !! But its not a big problem also cause i think i can manage my time perfectly on that day. But i should not happy 1st cause everything will change on last minute.

Hoped there are no any prob for me on that big day ~ Really wanted to celebrate both of the big event !! hehe :) Today nothing special. So, Guess just until here for today ~

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