my days without him ;(

i've been in my hometown almost for 3days now

seriously i really feel good at here

rather than Kay-Kay because i have less friend at there

here i can be the mistress, which i love very much!

at there i am a normal girl ;( which i hate so much. Haha

okay back to the main topic..

as you know MONDAY TIL THURSDAY is my 'HELL'

im only have chance to go to 'HEAVEN' at the weekend

so i use my very own way to make my 'hell day' become funnier

MoNdAy- my world better for the morning because i was SMS-ing with LaoYang, then i went to class at 9.30a.m but then we have to put a full stop as his on his way to work TT pity me. All going good except for the last class, where i been humiliated & scold by this 'POT JI LECTURER'. urrgghh!

TuEsDaY- I woke up earlier today because im excited to go back to Keningau xD the first thing i do was text-ing my uncle as reminder. Its a big suprise & fun day because it was the first time im sitting in the big lorry & for almost 2 and hour half. It is the most tiring day for me!

WeDnEsDaY- I did not went anywhere. I am home! just sitting in front of my Flat TV & Laptop. EAT EAT EAT, SURFING SURFING SURFING! lazy day! First time buy 4Dnumbers but i guess my luck still not there yet ;( wasted rm50!

ThUrSdAy- Yes, make-up mode is back! I woke up earlier today in purpose because i want to play with my make up. I've wore my wigs and excited for snapshot but too bad i look very very lousy. After that, went out with my mommy & auntie. I went to saloon & i am very enjoy with my light auburn hair also red nails! yeeee.

see i still managed to make my days happier & better without him. for the next week im going to find my own activities as im going back to kk & need to stay there until friday TT Ahhh, wish to see u soon.

waiting for my trips with the lim families xD

night everybody...XoXo

workaholic

today topics was about W-O-R-K-A-H-O-L-I-C

recently my boyfriend is being so busy with his work

its been two weeks i didnt meet him

i really do miss him alot

sometimes when i think of him

i am really about to get angry

but what to angry?

he's been there just for work

i should dont be so optimistic

im finding my partner who was able to fed me

so why should i mad

not really understand myself

2more days to wait....

i hope this week i can meet you

that time im definitely going to hug you until the next morning

or i should let my bf to be my best example

hmm.. i have alot things to buy

and i have alot of rent to pay

i have no prob with it because i have my parents that always support me

but me myself was thinking like i should get a job

not full time job, it just a part time

as long as i can earn money then it is okay

im 18 now and almost turn 19

i should learn to be independent

*yea, i always said that*

but never even give a hard work for it

so this time i really hope i can make it happen

but seriously someone pls offer me a job

i really desperate for money!!!! argghh

wish my dream come true.. night!

these days

yesterday my aunt back from Beaufort
firstly we all already confirmed that picnic will be held
all of us was busying prepare food
but suddenly shocking called from my grandmum neighbor
her son was attack by "POT YONG DIAO"
at first i heard about it
i really freaking out and scared
like the disease will spread out to us
but seriously i really do worries about this disease thingy
so i really dont have the guts to go along with them
only my mom, aunt and cousins send her & her son to the hospital
while the rest of us just picnic at house TT
half hour later we receive the latest news from mom
when i heard this i cant hold myself
its really made me freaking mad to the neighbor
how could she being so irresponsible to her child
when they get to the hospital

doctor ask the child mom about do her son ever fall off the ground or stepped on nails for a long time ago? how how about recently?

want to know what she answer to the doctor?
she said that her son never fall off or stepped on nails
hello come on la...
last time my aunt was the one who send your child to the hospital
because HE FALL DOWN FROM A MANGO TREES OK!?
what is wrong with the mom?
have she ever think that it is a major prob now?
this can be serious la aunty..
do you want to see your son suffer again in this coming years?
dont so stupid la, this can be dangerous ok!
what do you scared of?
tell the truth and the prob will be solve!

sometimes i really dont understand with these 'orang kampung'
ok no offense here and i dont mean to judge people
or even look down on the poor or anythings
but the fact is dont be a COWARD
we all are human, people wont scold or bite you if you speaks the truth
but they will lend you a help
dont care it is a small or big help
as long as you give them information
then they will do the work easily
like Her, she lies to the doctor..
so now doctor said her son need to stay at hospital
dont you think it is a waste of money and time?
just stay at hospital wont heal her son
the child need help and they should do it fast!
it may cause another type of disease if he cant recover
so please la people
nowadays disease comes without counting your ages
it cames freely to anybody
dont be stupid ok
just take an example such as AIDS/HIV
everybody know there is no way to heal that sick
so why still dont make a move?
are you people really want to die sooner
so you guys just dont care about the health?
oh gosh i feel like only im talking now
i just hope they will realize about it ASAP
dont make mistakes
otherwise you'll regrets for your entire life!

peace no war, i know its too much!
but dont misunderstood about the orang kampung part
i speaks my opinions
just accept it
please dont shortcut mind
its better for all of us
i admit i am from kampung too
but dont use the kampung word to make you become smaller than other people
people wont look down on you if you dare to take risk
to struggle for own your life!
like others always said

STAND UP!! BE A MAN, WATCH AND LEARN! ;)

'P' yuhoo!

Hello my dear blog
feel like long time no see you
actually today i feel like change new layout for you
but i didnt find any of my type
so i just let it be and still using the old layout
errr okay first thing i want to share

FINALLY I GET MY 'P' :D

the day i was in the test
its really pissed me off because they are late
i wait almost for an hour at there
then just acting like "tuyu tuyu"
but then when i saw the JPJ's car coming
i was stuck and nervous
im sweating @@ i know its "ewww"
but atlast i manage to pass one by one
really happy and excited
i can drive freely now ;)
and mom gonna buy me a car! yeah..

apart from that
this few days i really had my time with my family
i feel like i never been so happy like this before
sometimes family is better than B.O.Y.F.R.I.E.N.D
and i really do enjoy the time i with them
eventhough there are cat-fight between me and my bro
but still could laughed together
make jokes and funny stories from the past
i guess it was maybe we are growing older
cat-fight only a small matter now ;)

HOWEVER

my hubby should not being dump aside
although my family are the best
i still prefer to be with my baby more
its already inside me
that i cannot far away from him
this is the bad side of me
because im too manja on him ;(
sorry baby TT always give u hard time
hmm its been 3days i didnt talk with you
really started to miss you
hopefully tomorrow morning u will be here

thats all for today
goodnite..xoxo

2011 HAPPY NEW YEAR♥

今天我打开了面子书
看到很多照片
照片里的嘴巴都开的很大
笑容还蛮灿烂的
脸上红勃勃
眼睛红红的
相信他们是玩得很疯狂
大家都开开心心的庆祝“NEW YEAR”
酒 食 笑
“姐妹” 我们好久不见吧
看到你们，我心痒痒
很想再次跟你们碰面
看到别人的party那么的爽
大家脸色都很high
真的令我有一点点的想念以前的生活
怀念以前 每一刻都有你们的陪伴
不管是开心伤心
只有你们的出现 我就会跟着开心的情绪跑
当时也没人管 想做什么就做
不必想多多 烦多多 吵多多
还记得前几年的 New Year
我都过得很开心很有意思
但是今年的我真的差去年很远
没想到我会当宝贝所谓的“乖妹”
发现之前的贪玩统统消失了
平时呢 我很厉害plan节目
当时间到了 又不懂怎样去开
所有的节目就这样消失
就像今年的new year一样
我明明就已经答应了朋友
明明就已经准备好了
装也化好了
衣服都穿的漂漂亮亮了
车子也到了
就是不幸的发生了一个小小的吵架
害到两个人都出不成
最惨的就是讲了骗话
狠狠的写了一封信息
接着眼泪便按着手提电话
抱着勇气终于把信息send了给朋友
跟他们说 “对不起，我很忙，不能跟你们约会”
其实本人就在家里
静静没事做 躲在房间哭
我的确是很想出去庆祝
跟他们聊聊天
不过我正在吵架的情绪
真的不想在他们面前露出不开心的脸
不想把气氛变冷淡
也不想扫大家的兴
所以就只好在家慢慢的冷静
很可怜吧
圣诞节 新年 都是很闷
原来每年的特别日子
最后造成了我今年最烂的日子
唉 真的很冤枉！
不过也要说声

HAPPY NEW YEAR
希望大家 梦想成真
每天开心 健健康康
比去年过得更好更有意义


现在期待着1月5号
当天我就要很努力的把握机会
把我的“P”拿回来
希望以后可以自己驾车
不用再麻烦别人来接送
加油！