I sincerely bless both of you..

10months had just past..

we're totally a stranger now

start from the day we broke up

we didn't meet, see each other anymore 

U blocked me from facebook which I can't get to see ur latest news

U totally removed me from ur life

I'm really sad and hurt that u could do like that

but now seriously u're only just a friend to me..

Maybe at our past we have so much bad memories

but that doesn't mean we can't even be a normal friend 

I respect all ur decision, I stop finding u..

Recently..

I saw ur new girlfriend :)

Seriously I can't stop myself from crying after I saw everything

but I'm strong now, those small matter can't let me down

I guess she's the most perfect person for u

So happy that u finally found ur special one and right person to u :)

I know she'll take a very good care of u

I should stop worrying u from now!!

Hopefully u guys will live happily ever after and be a nice couple

I sure u will..

I sincerely wish this to both of u

Don't let her down, don't hurt her

Love her with all of ur heart.. I know u do

No offense, just a simple wishes. Peace no war..

Congratulations My Girl :)

30.12.2011

This is the most special day for my bestie, Mrs Annabel Lee@Ang

She finally has gave birth!! Very cute baby boy!!

I still don't know his name yet cause they haven give him a name

so I can't mention too much about baby 

Just want to say I'm so proud of my girl

She's a brave young lady, an amazing mother

So glad that she remember to show me her little baby

Almost drop my tears, can't believe she's a mom now!

So jealous but really really happy for her!!

Tian, 

You're big girl now.. ehhh not girl anymore

you're a beautiful and brave mother

so proud of you, you made it finally!

take good care of urself. Must follow all those pantang!!

You know what made me so happy?

Next year chinese new year don't forget give me angpao ah!! Haha

Just joke la, but if you want to give please make sure its in large amount.. Kuang3

most important is ur health, and baby also.

I dont know what to say already ><

gonna visit you soon, hopefully can see you asap

ohya and pls pls pls always tell baby I'm liangmoi K-ma!! Haha

can call me aunty but add LIANGMOI at the front ah! 

Oh gosh, here I come again. 

Hopefully you will live happily ever after with ur own family

May god bless you and your family always

Be strong for everything, Be a good mother and wife

Again, I just want to say CONGRATULATIONS!!! =)

Another day just past..

 給我一個理由忘記

(Give me a reason to forget)

I'm kinda in love with this song, firstly it is related to the lyrics.

I always tell myself I need a good reason to forget everything

I keep tell myself to not give up easily ><

but after all, I begin to feel tired.. 

Many people encourage me, help me!!

Watching me and always got my back when I'm sad.

They cheers me everyday, brought many funny and happy moment for me!

Day by day, I recover slowly until my birthday!

I tell myself it is the last chance, I'll wait until that day..

and finally I got the answer which I decided to put a FULL STOP!

End of Everything!! 

Maybe for some people, this look easy and nothing special

but for me, it did make me realized many things

I'm stronger and I found myself and feel free to be wild, to try something new

There's also few guys coming into my new life.

Seriously single life is much more interesting compare to in a relationship

But as a girl, I still need someone to protect me and love me, care about me

I found few people that can give me that kind of feel

They are really nice to me, until I get confused who is the one that I really want to be with.

I wish I can find it out soon!!

And to someone, I really worry about him.

He called me just now and told me many things.

Felt really sorry and pity for him, but I couldn't help!

Just accompany him talk through the phone and keep support him

I hope I did make him feel better!

Hopefully he can sleep well tonight and don't blame himself anymore.

So many things happened recently, most of it is about disease.

Same thing goes to my dad, but dad is lucky enough cause he don't have to do the surgery anymore.

To him, be strong and pray alot! I know ur bro will recover soon.

Just think in positive way and be confident! 

and to someone far away from Sabah now

I did miss you, thanks for still remember to whatsapp me and call me :)

Have fun and enjoy ur holiday at there^^ Take care!

I guess I'll stop here, felt tired and need to sleep earlier.

Going to friend's house tomorrow, we'll bake a chocolate cake!

Can't wait for it! and enjoyed my dinner tonight with friends!

Good Night.. Xoxoxo

Blogging..

It's 5:39a.m, just finished design my blog.

This time I make it simple, just dark background.

Seriously I started to miss here, a place where I used to write all about my feels.

I leave here quite for a long time! Many things happened.

Which make me speechless and lost, couldn't share anythings.

Everything just disappear and gone one by one.

I read my old post, felt really touched, funny, angry.. but I enjoyed!

I make many things which some of it I can't even remember.

Created this page on 2009 and now almost the end of 2011

Just realized 365days actually past very fast. 

I saved many sweet and memorable memories up here.

There are alot lesson I found in each post I've posted, remind me alot of my mistakes.

Watching how childish I am, and complaining everyday!! like seriously! almost every hours ==

Thanks to all of the person that accompany me in this 2years :)

I don't know how to show how grateful I am to each one of you.

But I really want to give all of you a BIG THANKS!

LOVES COME AND GO..

FRIENDS COME AND GO..

but memories will always remain in my mind

to the special one, u show me many things, taught me many things

for all the things that happened, I APPRECIATE EVERYTHING

Although it hurts me but thanks for making me stronger :)

Hopefully, someday when we have the chance to meet each other in future

SMILE TO ME! That is the only thing I want from you.

If you have chance to read this, I hope you understand.

Again, welcome backkk Aily^^

Happy 20th Birthday My Special One!

Heyyyyy I came back!!!
9months without blogs...
But today I'm gonna write everythings...
I have alot things to write at here
Finally it's ur 20th Birthday!!!!
I just want to wish you
Have a super healthy life, success in ur carrier
handsome day by day, always keep ur sweet smile
hopefully ur wallet TEBAL day by day so u no need to coplain about ur $$!!

My 20 wishes for u as u're entering it half hours ago =)

1. I hope u have a super healthy life ( I mean in physical and mental, keep that 6packs pls )

2. happier day by day ( I know it's easier without me )

3. Full of cash in ur bank ( I mean all of ur bank, u told me before )

4. HANDSOME THAN BEFORE ( U're always do, I meant it )

5. keep ur sweet smile! ( That's ur best gift ever )

6. pls stop snoring!! ( Seriously U did it most of the time )

7. Learn to eat some vegetables baby ( It's good for ur health )

8. Don't smoke too much ( It's hard to stop but control k )

9. Don't fly like a G6 too much ( U can live out of the fantasy, try to get a real one )

10. Be cool but not fierce ( Sometimes u're too fierce whih can make ppl scare to u )

11. Mature than ur past ( Think properly for everything before u decide to do it )

12. Always listen to ur parents ( They love u alot! )

13. Don't drive too fast, safety first ( I know u're sleepy but u only have 1life )

14. Drink more water ( I know u will but just as a reminder )

15. Sleep earlier ( coz sometimes u're insomnia )

16. Hug ur smelly pillow always ( I miss that pillow )

17. Pls keep ur bed clean after u awake ( Don't always wait for ur mom to do it )

18. Improve ur cooking skills ( U're talented, love the dish u've prepared for me before )

19. Dont always look down on urself ( U're less educated but U know u better than anyone else )

20. Brighter future! ( I know u're always smarter than me! )

Maybe I'm too far to say that I understand you, I know I'm not but atleast I remember the real you when u're with me! Just a simple birthday wish for you! I hope u're gonna accept this AS A FRIEND! Thank so much for the last 4years! I love you so much! no matter what we called our relation now but u're always special for me! AGAIN, I WISH YOU HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY! HAVE A VERY BLAST BIRTHDAY =)

for u my special one..

Everythings inside the lyrics is for u
we've been too far..
4years relations, its not too long yet not too short
all our memories, our love, our promises..
laughed and tears together
I've been too count on you, been spoiled by ur amazing love
ur just so fantastic.. Im yours forever


I love you always till my last breath, forever..
CHESTER LIM KIAN HUNG!




Baby You Know - Jessica Lucas & Brandon T. Jackson


oh, oh, oh, oh, oh...


Baby you know,
that you are the air that I breathe
Life that's in me, ohh
baby you know, that you are all that I need
You give me everything, ohh


Each time I see you, my heart starts to pound
Whenever you come around
(Chorus)
Cause you're all I need,
you give me, everything, make me complete
yeah you are all I need,
you make me, fantasy, all of the love that you're giving me


oh, oh, oh, oh, oh...


Verse 2:
everytime i think about you
want ya, need ya, hold ya
kiss ya, love ya
never would place a person on this earth above ya
i just wana be the one thats make u feel amazing because you keep it real
Each time I see you, my heart starts to pound
Whenever you come around


Chorus:
Cause you are all I need, you give me, everything
Make me complete
Yeah you are all I need, you make me, fantasy, all of the love
Yeah you are all I need...


Yeah you are all I need, you make me, fantasy, all of the love that you're giving me


oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh...




Miss u so much sayang.. We'll recover soon.
If you see this, just remember I still and never stop loving u.
My life, my heart, my soul all belongs to u :(

Our Promises, I'm already your Mrs.Lim