❤ Gucci

Today i woke up so early. 8a.m already awake. Just open my eyes ~ already saw my boy. hehe :) He slept at my home last night. So happy can saw him, Hoped we can always sleep together like that but perhaps no more chance. At least we tried once. haha XD Luckly my mom and dad didnt mad at us. They just called we wake up and prepared breakfast for us ~ hehe :)

Then, we brushed teeth together and do mask together ~ So sweet !! Baby was very
happy too ~ I love you baby !!

Erm, then we going back to his home. There i just playing with our new baby ~ We named him Gucci Lim. That was our first puppy. Love him so much ~ maybe next week i can bring him go back to my home. So, this week need to prepare all puppy stuff for our new baby !! I really excited for that ~

Lately i really inloved with GUCCI, just look at my puppy ~ I named him Gucci cause i really love gucci. I really hoped that i can get a Gucci bags but i think i need to wait for a long time journey just can have it ~ So jealous when i heard my mommy called my aunt help her buy Gucci wallet at singapore. I ALSO WANT IT. huhu :(

Mommy please buy for me ~ I really want it so much ~ I can even dont spend alot off money if i really get that bags. I really can stop asking for money if mommy buy for me ~ huhu :( I really can do it. But i guess my mommy will ignored this. " Too expensive, u still young ~ No need wear branded " urrgggghhh ~ I heard it many time already ~ Hate it so much !!

Hoped i can have a GUCCI ~ Really Inlove with that brands.

Im speechless edy but I really hoped i can get it as my birthday present for this year ~ Mommy !! Daddy !! Baby or Dear Friends, really hoped anyone of you can buy it for me ~

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Perhaps, in my dream =.=

❤ Him & Her

Today i woke up so late ~ around 11a.m, first time in my life. hehe :) Anyways, today nothing special but something had happened. Its about my dad. I worried about his health condition. Today he suddenly say he feel his heart pain. I really shocked and scare this morning. Everybody is worried about him.

We ask him to go clinic but he refuse to go ~ huhu :( I still worried !! Hoped tomorrow we can comfort him to go clinic. I dont hope something will happen to my beloved dad.

Then, my hubby going to kk today but he doesnt want to stay at there. He wants to come back and company me here ~ So happy but i know he must very tired. Now, he is helping me to arrangent the puzzle. So Sweet ~

Last few days, i go to my bestie house. Long time didnt saw her. So happy can see her again. We keep talking nonsence and just take a pic together. Long time didnt do all this things with her. Miss her so much. Really !! I cant lost this sweet babe ~ I only love her and she will be my best friends forever. But so badly i cant sleep at her house cause i had promise my mom to back home. huhu :( Hoped next time i can go there sleep over again. But i still feel happy and appreciate the time we had together. hehe :)

[Sssshh ~ @.@]


[My Sweet Sister]

[Me with Tian ]

Finally, we took many pic together. Really long time didnt hang out and talk with her ~ Kinda miss her. Hope we are best friends forever !! I Love Her.

❤ Yeah Me !!

Today i woke up 7.15a.m, then go to bath. After that i look at my phn. No message or call from my boy. Then im thinking. Should i ignore him too ?? But i scare i will losing him if keep like this.

So, i take my phn and i called him. I waiting. Hear his voice. Still sleeping ~ hehe :) so sweet, i ask him did he still angry with me ?? but he say no. happy to hear that. I apologise and cry again. Tell him that i really unhappy last night after i heard those stupid nonsence.

I really angry. Keep explain to him. Luckly he still accepted my apology and keep comfort me. Yes !!! i shouldnt trust my cousin anymore. She's too much !!! I hoped she will realize it and try to change her attitude. Please dont make our family embarressed ~ huhu :(

After that me and my boy turn like usual. SWEET and LOVING TO EACH OTHER. even we always argue =.= But today he need to go work edy ~ maybe this coming saturday just back here. I hear that, i didnt angry anymore. I just called him to hardworking and keep support him. He felt so happpy :)

Then, Just now i chat with my bestie on msn. haha XD keep gossiping and make funny face cause we open our webcam. Really Sot edy. Really funny and happy chat with her. Want to ask her sleep over at my home but both of us busy. Perhaps, next time. After we get our holidays.


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Nothing much can i say edy ~ today mood maybe 78% hehe. still okay !!

Having a fun time with my bestie ~ we chat at msn and play webcam. So funny to see her face but i only take one pic. huhu :( Next time must take many2. keke.

❤ Sad Sad & Sad :(

Today i really happy ~ Im going to take my breakfast with my boy and his dad before i go to work. Then my boy keep company me. After that we going to take lunch together. So nice !! hehe :)

But the most sad things that happened today is, me and my boy had a big arguement. Actually we are so happy today but some news make me feel so angry and hurt !! I called him and we started argue. I dont know i should trust who now.

Maybe i really stupid cause really easy to trust people. No matter is my boy or her. I really upset, why should her treat her own cousin like this. huhu :( and i really dont know is it my boy got do anythings with her. Really make me sick and sad. Disapointed to both of them ~ Im really weak now !!

I Love You But how long i need to heard all of this and how long i need to controlled my patient !! I really dont have any idea edy ~

CHESTER I LOVE YOU ~

❤ Loyalty

Today I get a big job. I need to key in all the expenses. hehe :) First time need to do it ~ I got abit nervous, haha XD and i have done many mistakes. So sorry to myuncle ~ I'd wasted many pieces of paper. huhu :( Hoped you are not angry with me !!

Then after i finished done my work, I go out ith my mommy and aunt for our lunch ~ While we eating. My aunt had told me a big " HOT NEWS " !! I was shocked when i heard about it ! Sorry I cant shared with all of you but i think maybe this news already famous at outside ~ I no need to 38 laa. hehe

Erm, I dont know why they need to do like that. Is it just for popularity or fun ?? I dont understand !! Its quite EMBARASSING and CHEAP !! eeiiwww ~ But i'd hoped that people will be fine ~

Then around 2p.m, i go to church. I'd promise my bestie to join the YOUTH. So, i should keep my promises and try to go there ~ Eve this is my first time but i think that activities is quite nice and fun for me ~ At least better than always go clubbing. Now im holy, want to be a good gurl. hehe :)

We have play game. Its quite okay ~ hehe, hoped next time i will be more comfort with those people at there. Erm, today topic is about LOYALTY ! We are discussing how loyal we are. Hm, my answer sure will be " No, Im Not Loyal To Ayone " haha XD ~ This main topic make me realise that last time i had done many mistakes. specially bfor my family and study. Hm, i really regrets that i never put my examination as a important task for me. huhub :( But i know its too late now !

Then, i suddenly feel sad and regrets. I know last time, many things didnt work properly ~ My Relationship and My Friendship !! My relationship still can known as GOOD but My friendship was a big disaster. Last time i had a big arguement with my bestie. Didnt talk almost for months. So sad and so hurt that time but i need to act cool to cover my sadness ~ I didnt blame anyone for this and i hoped that people who making out this problem also realise what she have done and try to fixed it ( hoped she can cause i know how much she hated me )Dont know for what reason =.=

After sharing all my feelings. I really wanted to change and fixed all my mistakes. I just hope all my beloved people will be happy to see my changes and keep support me ! hehe :) Thanks !!

Lastly, i didnt get call from my boy ~ mabe because raining day make him hard to go out from kem ~ Its okay. I need to understand this situation. Just for your information. I really loved and miss him ~ I hoped i can see him soon. Even just for 1minutes, i also happy edy ~

Thats all for today ~ Here are some picture taken today ~ enjoy it. hehe. Nite everyone ~

[ Ooppss ~ I done many mistakes ]

[ My Mistakes ]

[ I Do It By Myself ]

[ Finally I'd Finish My work Perfectly ~ ]

This one is my cute little cousin ~ I loved her so much. She just like my eldest sis. She so fast shy but she is so sweet. Very clever and got abit boyish. haha XD

[ Me With MeiLing ]

Love this pic so much ~ I miss her !! Long time didnt take pic with my Jimui ~ hehe :) Hoped i can always stick with her and my others Jimui. I really miss those sweet memory.

[ Me With Manda ]

[ We Again ]

❤ Happy :)

I am HAPPY today ~ hehe. Lastly i get called from my boy. Really miss him so much ! Im so happy can hear his voice just now :) Long time didnt talk with him and saw his face. Kinda weird ~ lolz, erm. guess what ?? Tomorrow he gonna call me again ~ yeah !!

Then, today i didnt had arguement with anyone. So happy i controlled my mood today ~ keke. Really hard for me but atleast i'd try my best. hehe :) and today i took alot of pictures. haha XD just for fun ~ UPLOAD SOME

Hahaha XD

Ss : Syok Sendiri ~ hehe :)

Me and Mommy go work together ~

❤ Stop It Alice !

Today nothing special happened ! I just hated myself, why i cant stop thinking about 2years ago those bad memory. Haixx, make me sad only. I knew i cant keep thinking about it. No benefit for me ~

I also wqnted to stop blaming my boy. Its not his fault. Sometime i think too much. I knew it, but im just worried about it. Then, i also need to changed my bad tempered ~ That always make me and my mommy argue !

Why ?? I just wanted to be My parents beloved daughters. I knew i am, they loved me so much but its me always make them sad. So, IM STILL NOT A GOOD DAUGHTERS ! I also just hoped that i can be the most LOVEABLE GIRLFRIEND to my boy.

I just wanted to make them happy ~ but my attitude always failed to make them happy ~ huhuhu :( I hoped i can changed.

**In
1. Need to changed my attitude
2. Need to trust my boy
3. Need to learn to do house work
4. Need to be a good daughter
5. Need to be my boy most loveable sweetheart

**Out
1. No more childish attitude (try harder)
2. No more stupid action that can cause death
3. No more lazy gurl
4. No more argue with my boy
5. No more bad daughter

Hoped i can do all of this. i will try my best !! Add oil liz !! hehe :)

❤ Just You

I Miss You So Much My Boy ~~ Just You In My Heart !!

CHESTER LIM KIAN HUNG
I LOVE YOU ~~~~ !!!

❤ Truth or Lies ?

Today i woke early but still late to work. huhu :( not happy ! I still thinking about my boy ~ I really dont know. He tell me the truth or lie ?? So confuse. But i shouldnt trust my cousin too, cause everybody know that she loves to create story and spoiled other people happiness.

But i still confuse and i duno i should trust who. huhu :( Help me please !!

I dont want have any problem between me and my boy again. I cant !! Ireally dont want to lose him again ~ and I really dont hoped he will be a bad guy again. Haixx !! I dont know whats wrong with me.

Please controlled ur mood ALICE !! Dont always mad at him. You such a useless gurl ~ Why ????!!! I just cant controlled myself. I hated myself so mucchhh !!! Arrgghh

Erm, i need to calm down. I know its my fault but he also shouldnt do this ~ clubbing again ?? How i am gonna change if he also do the bad habit again ~ haixx, really sad ~ Dont think too much. He still loves me.

CHESTER JUST LOVE ALICE ~~ I know it.

Thats what he always told me and promised to me ~ I hoped so. I never want to end this relationhip cause i really care and want it so much ~ Only this is the most importanat in my life now. Love u my boy !!

Please dont hurt me again T.T

Bye bye ~

❤ Love and Health

Today i really unhappy ~ He really stupid. I dont know why he didnt reply my msg and i dont know why must let his dad pick up the phone ~ i hated it. I really angry and hurt ~ Cry a while. Again :( Im not happy !!

Then now he off his phone. such a great action. maybe he really want to find trouble with me ~ but its okay !! I know he always treat me like that. Dont know he really put me in his heart or not. End about him. Lazy want to talk much =.=

After that, i received message from doctor. He told me that they worried about my liver condition. Maybe i will get my liver damage in future. Im really sad heard about it. But its okay ~ try ro cheer up everyday ! dont think too much about that. Thanks for the advice and information ~

Nothing to say edy.

Bye bye ~

❤ Unforgettable Lesson ~

Last few days, many things happen to me ~ Argue wif family, broke up with my boy. Hm, make me feel really upset. Many bad things had happen to myself, my family and also my boy. After this problem, all of us get our lesson and try to fixed it properly ~ No more hurt between each other.

This week, I was in hospital. huhu :( Many feels. Sad, hurt, disappointed, happy ~ I dont know ~ but i think everyone is realize their fault. When i was at hospital. Everybody worried about me. Especially my mommy. She feel so sad and regrets for she have done to me ~ She apologise, She hugged me and kissed me. Both of us crying ~ Feel like wanna save the touching moment forever :)

Then, 2nd person that really worried about me. Yes !! Its him (my boy). That night he didnt sleep ~ After arrive keningau, he direct go to the hospital and company meuntil i was awake. I knw he was there but i cant see him clearly cause that time i really had no more energy and i was in pain ~ Hm, from that moment, i know that he really care and loved me ~ Thanks !!

Lastly is my family and also my friends ~ all of them was worried about me ~ Thanks to my K Daddy !! He and his family helped me and save my life ~ Really appreciate it and i dont know how should i show my grateful to all of you. Thanks so much :)

Erm, I also had learnt many lesson this time ~ Im so sorry make all of them worried and sad. I promised i never do it again !! No more stupid action ~

And to my boy ~ Thanks for wasting many time to take care of me and company me when i was in hospital. I really need it and i really appreciate it. Thanks again ~ So Sorry make u tired this few days :( I promised i wont repeat it again. And thanks for keep trying to cheer me up ~

This time really was an unforgettable lesson for me and for everybody else. My advise : Love ourself and people around you, dont do any stupid action that can make them sad. Thanks For this ~ I realize it now !!

HOSPITAL Time ~


Huhuhu T.T


Its really kill me ~ Pain :(


Hospital Mode :)


My Boy act cute, try to cheer me up ~


Kissing me ~


Happy us even in PAIN !!


With My Boy ~

❤ Bye Bye Chester

Lastnite i was so sad, im really upset !! I just want to ask for permission go to kk for one day also cant. I been mad by my mommy. Izit wrong ?? Im 18years old edy. hm, Why i cant go by myself. Im not a lil baby anymore ~ i know im the only daughters in my family but at least give me abit freedom or my own space. Please !! i really need it.

I just feel want to leave this home so much ~ i asked him for help but i never thaught that he betrayed me. He helped my mommy. He make me very sad and disapointed. No more trust.

I really upset !! :(

Even im sad, nobody try to company me even him. I just been company by my friends. Maybe im really nothing for him. But its okay. I need to learn to putdown him. I know its hard but i'll try my best.

I dont want make myself sad. and i know im stronger than anyone else. Im alice theodora song.

I know i can. So, bye bye.............

CHESTER LIM KIAN HUNG.

I will close our memory. No more relation between us T.T Just let me know that i love you always. But i really cant live with someone didnt understand and support my decision. I need ur support but you always failed to prove it to me ~ its enough.

And to my mommy ~ I hoped u happy. You spoiled every page of my life. But you never realize it. Its u make me sad everytime. You never know what i really want. I hoped you know ur daughters more !!

No more parents only daughters and no more love for Chester Lim. I never thaught that I most loved will be the person that make me sad. Sorry :(

Bye bye ~

❤ Sleepover at My cyg House

Yesterday i didnt back home. I was staying at my Cyg house. Long time no go her house edy ~ Feel so happy coming back to there again :) around 5.30p.m, she and her boy come to my uncle factory pick me. After arrive at her home, we sit at living room and start gossiping !! haha XD

That is our hobby ~ haha !! erm, then we online, take dinner and go kfc eat fun fries, cheezy wedges and popcorn chicken. Talking.. Bla, bla ~ hehe. Her boy just keep silent and hear us talking.
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After that we going back home. Talk alot laa. Non-Stop. hahaha XD

Then around 10.30p.m, I company her to fetch her boy back home ~ Feel so cold and really tired !! Then, after arrive home. We take a bath just go to sleep. On the bed, still got many things to 38 !! lolz.. z z z z z z z z z z z z Z Z Z Z Z

Today 7a.m awake. Then fast2 take a bath, ready to go work !! =) I look at the calendar, today is 7 jan 2010, Thursday. Still need to wait for 1days just can meet my boy ~ Istill angry but i hoped i can meet him soon.

Love you my boy !! Mwuaacckss

Bye Bye !!

❤ Angry !! Sad ~

Today wake up late again ~ Huhuhu :( After that like usually. At office work a while and after finish my work. I will online and chat in MSN. Today i planned want to go take my lunch with my two cyg ~ but one of them need to worked. So, we cancelled ~

Erm, after that just online and chatting. Wait my mommy come pick me ! Nothing special too ~ Today just me and Jun at office. Miss Foh and Miss Yong take holidays.

After that around 7.57p.m, my boy called me again ~ I was so happy actually. Talk many things. Bla, bla, bla ~ Erm but what make me upset and angry is he already promise me will back tomorrow. COME BACK COMPANY ME !! I really happy when i hear that. But suddenly he called me again and told me he cant back tomorrow.

Haix,i really unhappy ~ Im turn moody. No more smile in my face. I hate people break their promises to me. Better dont promise anything if u cant do it for me. Arrrggghhh !! Really angry now ~ He text me, called me dont sad. But i just replied him " I wil. No need you. k, laa. bye ~ "

Speechless !! Nothing can i say with him. Sorry !! But its ur fault. Can u take a bit time to company me ?? Haix :( Really hurt and sad ~

Enough. I dont have anythings to say. Erm, need to sleep now ~ Working mood off for tomorrow :( Hoped i will get better soon.

Sweet dreams everyone. Night !!

Bye bye ~

❤ First Day

Tok Tok Tok !!

My dad call us wake up ~ huhu :( its time to awake.

Look at my phn, almost 6.a.m !! My god, We are late ~

Haix, Fast2 wake up then go bath and brush teeth. Not go school k.

Its more scary than school reopen, its working time !!

Today is the first day :( abit scare and nervous ~

7 a.m, Arrive school. haha XD still got many student at outside.

Got abit miss my old school ~ hoped to be student again ~

Hehe, after fetch my bro go to school. I company my mommy and aunty going to take breakfast together.

Huhu :( Still worried ~ Time flows fast than i thought.

Its 7.45a.m already. On the way to my uncle factory ~ Scared !!

But all of them welcome me and thaught me many things.

Just my first day ~ Can u imagine ?? Haha XD They treat me really nice.

Thanks guys. I really appreciate it. :)

The funniest is, i busy for a while only. Then i free until 5 p.m.

So, i just online and facebooking. Haha XD nice ~

Then, got one more things make me really happy.

My hubby called me just now. I miss him so much :)

Feel like long time no meet him edy ~ Really need you.

What makes me happy ?? He remember that today is my first day start working.

He ask me many things and wish me luck.

Also called me dont forget to eat and drinks water.

Thanks Hubby ~ Loved you !!

K, gotta go bath now ~ tonight need to sleep early.

Scared tomorrow late again. haha XD.

Bye bye ~

❤ Working ?? Can i ??

Tomorrow gonna be my big day !!

First time go to work in my whole life. Dont know i can do it or not.

But please dont misunderstand, I am not " Da Xiao Jie " !! ok.

I just never go to work, even at home i really less work on something.

I never do my homework, its my mum do and bro do it.

Again, please dont misunderstand ~ not my school homework k.

Its homework !! Cleaning my house !!

Hated it so much ~

Hope i can make everythings right tomorrow.

Please help me !! I need it so much.

Thanks god :)

Erm, today i also got meet my cyg, my dar and elaine.

Hehe, actually i and manda plan go to elaine house ~ at there we keep talk about nails.

haha XD funny them. also do manicure.

Im not pro but i guess still ok. hehe :) sorry dar ~

hm, next time just upload photo. No take pic today !! hehe

Gotta go sleep now. hope tomorrow will be a good day for me.

Good night everyone ~ sweet dreams !!

Mwuuaacckkss

Bye bye ~

❤ Still Down

Today i was so boring. Nobody company me.

Just online whole day lo. =( No go out, just sitting at sofa.

Started online, facebooking and watch movie.

Today i had watch one movie, " The Dark Knight ". I like the story so much.

Hehehe :) i felt excited when i watch the movie.

But want to know which character i like the most ??

Dont be shocked okay !! haha XD its the devil.

I love the devil cause i found that i love his character so much !!.

" JOKER " name of the devil. hehe :)

I like him because he had no rules. He do everythings as he like.

Hehe :) That is the most interested about him.

He have an ugly face. Huhu :( But tat make him more outstanding.

He really look like the joker. Erm, maybe i scare him.

But i like those life that no need any rules. Haha XD

SPEECHLESS !!

Erm, around 7.57p.m my boy had called me.

I still unhappy ~ but he really care about me and keep talk to me.

I dont know why i still feel down when im talking with him.

We talk many things. He knew i felt boring at home.

He also told me that today i less siak him. So Sorry ya ~

Hm, but i realize i cant treat him like that. So i talk to him.

We started better than just now. I keep siak him ~

He felt very happy edy ~ Thanks to myself. I controlled my mood.

After that he told me he wan off edy cause he running out of credit ~

He also need to called his daddy.

So, i text him. I tell him that i really scare losing of him.

I wanted he to promise me that he only will love me and only will let me be his wife.

Nobody can replace me. I ask him did he dare to make a promises or not ??

He replied me ~ he told me that im they only one he loved.

He wont let anyone replacing me. Cause he also scare will losing me !!

I hoped he really meant it. I really need him ~

Please dont make me disappointed again !! I dont want to be hurt.

Erm, I really feel better now after he promise me.

But i knew i cant trust it so much. But i hope it will become true.

Thanks because dare to make a promises.

I WILL WAIT YOU ~

❤ Sad New Year

Today i wake up late ~ 10 am i just wake up.

Lastnite sleep so late so wake oso late lo ~ huhuhu =(

After wake up i didnt find my boy. Maybe i still no mood.

Erm. Then around 10.30 a.m, He called me !!

He say why i didnt find him. I just tell him i lazy wan call him wake up.

He knew i still no mood. He try to make me happy.

But i dont know why i still not happy. Still no mood. Haiz !!

Then he ask many things. Bla, bla, bla ~

I still ignored him. He started bad mood. He shouting !!

He mad his daddy !! huhuhu =( Hate he do like that to his daddy.

But all of us knew that he so hot tempered. Nobody can make him down.

Except me. I guess. I also dont know. Just many people told me ~

Haiz, we almost break up today !! But i knew we wont.

I wont easily let him go. But got some question from him really make me sad.

It hurt me so much !! But i knew he didnt ask it for fun.

I knew he very care about me and loved me so much.

Hm, im sorry ya ~ huhu. Im belongs to you.

Just you, nobody can beat you down !! Trust yourself please.

Erm, luckly today nothings happen. We still coupled ~

Finish about that. On 31.12.2009 wasnt a happiest day for me ~

Last time more happy than this time.

This is the 1st time i didnt celebrated with my family. Sorry !!

But they wont blame me cause i already ask for permission.

I thought that time was my happiest day, but im wrong !!

I found out that my fs been people hack already.

Some comment drops at the KAIPO profile. haizz !! I really upset.

I saw that comment before ~ i knew its not me wrote it.

Its somebody else. Haiizz !! I hated fs now !!

Make me bad mood only. But i got try to celerated my new year.

I want to make it become a wonderfull night. But no, maybe i feel lonely ~

Yes. he is just beside me. But i lonely without my friends !!

Hm, i cant go out clubbing with them. So sad o ~

Last day of 2009 should be happy but me ??!! No. No happiness.

He totally changed. No more fun with him. I really feel boring last night !!

But just act happy ~ sorry dar !! I loved ur party but maybe less OUR JIMUI.

I relly feel lonely and empty cant celebrate with all my friends.

No tian2, no bryan, no affren, no my cyg ~ huhu =(

Really upset !! He ?? I dont know how to say.

Maybe i started boring. But i swear i still love him so much.

Maybe joy and fun didnt important so much ~

Cause i only sure that i cant lost him anymore. Just need him.

Even i cant get my freedom like before but i will try.

He will more important than everythings.

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Nothing much i can say now ~

Really upset !!

I give 45 % for 2009 new year !!

Hope this year will better.

Happy new year ~

Me and My Boy :)

Me and Elaine :)
Me and Dar :)