❤ Sad New Year

Today i wake up late ~ 10 am i just wake up.

Lastnite sleep so late so wake oso late lo ~ huhuhu =(

After wake up i didnt find my boy. Maybe i still no mood.

Erm. Then around 10.30 a.m, He called me !!

He say why i didnt find him. I just tell him i lazy wan call him wake up.

He knew i still no mood. He try to make me happy.

But i dont know why i still not happy. Still no mood. Haiz !!

Then he ask many things. Bla, bla, bla ~

I still ignored him. He started bad mood. He shouting !!

He mad his daddy !! huhuhu =( Hate he do like that to his daddy.

But all of us knew that he so hot tempered. Nobody can make him down.

Except me. I guess. I also dont know. Just many people told me ~

Haiz, we almost break up today !! But i knew we wont.

I wont easily let him go. But got some question from him really make me sad.

It hurt me so much !! But i knew he didnt ask it for fun.

I knew he very care about me and loved me so much.

Hm, im sorry ya ~ huhu. Im belongs to you.

Just you, nobody can beat you down !! Trust yourself please.

Erm, luckly today nothings happen. We still coupled ~

Finish about that. On 31.12.2009 wasnt a happiest day for me ~

Last time more happy than this time.

This is the 1st time i didnt celebrated with my family. Sorry !!

But they wont blame me cause i already ask for permission.

I thought that time was my happiest day, but im wrong !!

I found out that my fs been people hack already.

Some comment drops at the KAIPO profile. haizz !! I really upset.

I saw that comment before ~ i knew its not me wrote it.

Its somebody else. Haiizz !! I hated fs now !!

Make me bad mood only. But i got try to celerated my new year.

I want to make it become a wonderfull night. But no, maybe i feel lonely ~

Yes. he is just beside me. But i lonely without my friends !!

Hm, i cant go out clubbing with them. So sad o ~

Last day of 2009 should be happy but me ??!! No. No happiness.

He totally changed. No more fun with him. I really feel boring last night !!

But just act happy ~ sorry dar !! I loved ur party but maybe less OUR JIMUI.

I relly feel lonely and empty cant celebrate with all my friends.

No tian2, no bryan, no affren, no my cyg ~ huhu =(

Really upset !! He ?? I dont know how to say.

Maybe i started boring. But i swear i still love him so much.

Maybe joy and fun didnt important so much ~

Cause i only sure that i cant lost him anymore. Just need him.

Even i cant get my freedom like before but i will try.

He will more important than everythings.

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Nothing much i can say now ~

Really upset !!

I give 45 % for 2009 new year !!

Hope this year will better.

Happy new year ~

Me and My Boy :)

Me and Elaine :)
Me and Dar :)