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Wednesday, February 3, 2010

❤ Different !

Today i was free, at office just have a few work. Nothing special. Erm, i take my lunch with my fren. Actually, its Bryan ask me to join him lunch but i ask if i can call Manda to go with us. So, there is our plan. Suddenly, manda called me. She cant join us ! So i tried to find another gurl. Yes ! Its her. I called Annabel and ask her if she can join us. Luckly, she say " sure ".

There come another problem ! Ahloh cant join us. Too busy at office ! So, today just the three of us. Talking ~ nothing special too.

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I dont know how to describe my feelings today ! But i really feel different. Everybody is changing i guess. I dont know why will happened until like this but really hard for me to understand them ! Even i already know them for a very long time, but i just think that i really not understand them well.

Maybe some reason they cant share everything with me. But its weird ! Such a loving c*uple before. But now feels like both of them hated each other. She talking his badness and he also do the same. Attacking people from their back. I know it shouldn't be like that.

I knew i had done it too but atleast im trying to stop ! Well, sometime i attacking my friends too. But i just dont know how to tell them the truth. I scare i will hurt their feelings ! I really dont wanna do that. TRUST ME !

Uuurrgghh ! Guys please awake and see clearly ! Who was the devil. Dont just simply do what you want. Please look at the reality. Wake up ! Please stop this nonsence. Nothing can i say. Im done !

Lastly, asked my mommy about the KK things. Unfortunately, my mom didnt answer me. How should i know its DO or DONT ! Really making me confuse @.@

Baby also didnt call me. Haix ! He promised me last night. I really moody. Waiting. waiting and waiting but NO AT ALL ! Baby, you know how much I MISS YOU ?? Yeah, you never gonna know that. You're not here with me :(

Really strange ! Hoped i will be okay soon.

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