I hope there's a change for us!

Popo,Gugu, Suksuk.. this is me! I'm a big girl now!

This few days, I've talked to my close relatives
the real story was about, I've never meet one of them!
maybe most of you feel weird about this..
but seriously I didn't recognize/know anyone of my relatives at KL/BAHAU
I've been there when I was a baby, about 1 and a half year.
that was a long time ago..
they did know my name, so do me =) but never face to face
for almost 20years!! yesterday one of my gugu added me at fb..
the moment I saw their face, some pains and sad comes to my heart
feel like crying..  but I didn't drop any tears
I dont know what kind of feel is this
I saw PoPo!! atlast I have the chance to see her!!
all this time, I only able to talk to her through the phone..
for the first time I saw her latest face (I have her pictures but that was her on 20years ago)
and I saw alot of Gugu, SukSuk, Cousins.. some look just like papa!!
exactly the Song's type =)
I miss alot, about my other relatives.
I never know what kind of lifestyle their having
what type of person are they
what they think about us<1family>
do they ever think of us too? I've missed too much..
I never had the chance to know them, never have a great time with them..
sometimes it makes me feel like I'm talking to strangers while they're not!!
and to papa? how come he can hold everything's inside him?
I feel sad for papa, I know he do miss his family, do want to go back again..
20YEARS its not easy for someone to leave their family for that long
papa, be strong! we'll go back sooner, so please say "yes"
we really need to go back.. they really miss you.. Give all of us a chance!
we loved you so much! you'll recover, hope you will change your mind~
let us heal you, let all of them help you. I'll pray for it, everydays!!

I really want to go back and meet up will of the Song's Family =(
and please cure my papa, hope he will be fine!!