attention on study

STRESSFUL..STUDY..
only this two words in my mind now
this week i am going to struggle
cause i need to pass up assignment
but also taking the mid-term at the same time
GOSH!
i dont have any preparation
i do my revision every night
but still cant memories all
all the stress started to come
IM SCARED
watching my mom stand behind
showing a face full of disappointment
her hope towards me are higher than mountain
bigger than ocean..
how am i going to make her proud of me?
it is not easy to be the only daughter for them
I NEED TO SHOW MY GOOD RESULT
so that my mom wont cuci my telinga every time
I NEED TO ALWAYS STAY AT HOME
so that my mom trust that i have study
I NEED TO SAVING
so that my mom will give me more money

DAD always played a role as my saviour..
he gave me money when im totally broke
he trust that im going to have a good result
its like mom>>DEVIL and dad>>GOD
but mom loved me so much.. i know that!

oppss away from topic@@
come back come back..
my topic was about the tension that im facing towards my assignment and exam
i really cant stand on it
all was done last minute
i dont have enough space to breathe anymore
i just hope i can pass
and so on to my next sems...