sorry im useless!

for the first time
im so useless...
speechless...
pointless...
disappointed...
anger toward myself...

why?

at the time u in trouble
frustrated...
hopeless...
sad...
lonely...
u need me so much!
but i cant even help u
u want my companion
but i seems dun care
u want to talk to me
but i talk about something else
i blame u for being moody
but i forgot..
how much pain inside u
i angry when u ignored me
but i forgot..
actually u're thinking somebody
ways to solve the prob
how to back to normal...

i am the only person
that u can refer to..
talking to..
cheer u..
chill u..
company u..
i am ur only hope!
atlast i am the only one
who didnt understand u
gave u a care..

i am sorry!
really sorry..
i hope there still
have a lil space for me
to be there for u..
like u always said..
i'll be there for u..
its my turn to be there for u
do something for u..