first of all..
i wish i have the power
dividing myself into 2 different people
so that is easier for me
to have a balanced and healthy thinking..
i have this bad attitude
and i thought i've changed
actually it still inside me..
my weakness is i cant think positively/twice
i judge people by her/his first mistakes
yeah.. that is me ;( i hate myself too!
i always out of mind..
thinking too much..
& imagine bad things occur to me :(
nonsence right? i agree too!
i wish i could be matured like my friends
i envy the way they solve their probs
deal with people in matured ways..
haihhh.. alice, one more month
then u going to be 18!
dont so childish anymore laa ;(
and i really sorry to mom and bro
i was like so 'BODOH'
when i turn around & ignored them
i should look at them & say BYE
but i was too ego to look back
i really feel bad for that!
i dont even dare to make a call
actually i want to call mom
but i lack of braveness
i cant do it..
because i dont want to hear mom crying ;(
*sorry mi >< very sorry!
but u should know that im very saving now
i didnt use my money for fun
i really wasted it in my daily use ;(
i hope u understand..
another thing..
i wish i could see YOU today
but still i need to wait ;(
i know its alot of work that u have to do
i wish u going to be okay at there
its been 1week 3days i didnt saw u
wish u will be here tomorrow
i miss u so much baby
really need u ;(
having 10Tan of tension
really stress out with the final exam stuff
i wish i have a genius mind!
so i can go through the examination..
lastnight mom beg me to get a good result
but in my heart actually was 'mi,atleast pass laa'
i know im not a genius
so i can stop dreaming to have straight A's/number of A
it wont be happen!
and yeah i quite lazy
but this few days i do have revision
& check out past year questions
so wish it is easy like i saw..
or else i really dont have idea how to go for the exam..
i dont want too much pressure
so dont put too much hope on me!
i only can give my best
im not genius! i cannot give extraordinary result
pa,mi & baby..
pls just support, dont push me so hard!
i promise the result going to be okay..
p/s : i miss home, family and baby! i want to go back ;(
i wish i have the power
dividing myself into 2 different people
so that is easier for me
to have a balanced and healthy thinking..
i have this bad attitude
and i thought i've changed
actually it still inside me..
my weakness is i cant think positively/twice
i judge people by her/his first mistakes
yeah.. that is me ;( i hate myself too!
i always out of mind..
thinking too much..
& imagine bad things occur to me :(
nonsence right? i agree too!
i wish i could be matured like my friends
i envy the way they solve their probs
deal with people in matured ways..
haihhh.. alice, one more month
then u going to be 18!
dont so childish anymore laa ;(
and i really sorry to mom and bro
i was like so 'BODOH'
when i turn around & ignored them
i should look at them & say BYE
but i was too ego to look back
i really feel bad for that!
i dont even dare to make a call
actually i want to call mom
but i lack of braveness
i cant do it..
because i dont want to hear mom crying ;(
*sorry mi >< very sorry!
but u should know that im very saving now
i didnt use my money for fun
i really wasted it in my daily use ;(
i hope u understand..
another thing..
i wish i could see YOU today
but still i need to wait ;(
i know its alot of work that u have to do
i wish u going to be okay at there
its been 1week 3days i didnt saw u
wish u will be here tomorrow
i miss u so much baby
really need u ;(
having 10Tan of tension
really stress out with the final exam stuff
i wish i have a genius mind!
so i can go through the examination..
lastnight mom beg me to get a good result
but in my heart actually was 'mi,atleast pass laa'
i know im not a genius
so i can stop dreaming to have straight A's/number of A
it wont be happen!
and yeah i quite lazy
but this few days i do have revision
& check out past year questions
so wish it is easy like i saw..
or else i really dont have idea how to go for the exam..
i dont want too much pressure
so dont put too much hope on me!
i only can give my best
im not genius! i cannot give extraordinary result
pa,mi & baby..
pls just support, dont push me so hard!
i promise the result going to be okay..
p/s : i miss home, family and baby! i want to go back ;(
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