happy for a moment

why happy for a moment?
because after tonight
im going to be lonely again..
i need somebody with me now
but i lost both
MY LOVE?
he is 'sick'
i dont dare to bother him
i'll scare i'll make him angry again
i really happy when he show a smile
before leaving my house
last thursday..
but deep in his heart
i know there is still
abit of anger towards me
i dont sure if he still need me in his life now..
blame myself.. im too 'kepala batu'
thats why he angry
actually i dont care anything anymore
as long he still know
how to come back to me
then im satisfied..
Yess, i am stupid..
but i cant deny that i still need him
i always said there is no chance
but chance come again and again
because our relation its not easy
only u know what i mean sayang!
thats our secret..
if we could keep it
but unfortunately ...........
im regrets for the stupid action
i hate them who made u angry
i dont care about them anymore
i just want to care ur feels
pls forgive me!

haihhh emo emo..
thanks to mom ;)
stick with mom today
shopping all day long
pity mom cause bought alot for me
err.. but she alot more than me!
haha ;D
although its not longlasting
but atleast she give me love today
thanks again mommy!

p/s: sayang!mommy looking for u ;)