3 Big Things ;(

day by day..
i cant stop myself from watching the clock
i count every second every minute
until it turns to be hours
i sleep late recently
im having insomnia now ;(
because i was so worried about
the next '3BIG THINGS'
that i am going to face soon..

major & most important thing..
♥SAYANG SWEET 19♥
i haven buy anything for him yet
as he already have everythings..
he have branded thingy
so that is too common for him
i wish to give him some special stuff
but i dont know what should it be
i know he dont hope anything from me
& dont want me spend too much
for his coming birthday
cause he want to make it simple
but as i am too over the top
i wish to have a big party..
delicious cake & dinner
fabulous birthday present
and of course a super amazing club!
(if only kk have that kind of club)
everybody give a big CLAP & HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
huhh.. i wish he is going to be happy
but i know im out of budget
so dont even think about it ;(
i should make it simple
cause he ask for it..
im gonna make him angry if i act CLEVER!
ok alice! stop urself..

2nd thingy..
I WANT TO GO HOME
i am homesick!
i miss home
i miss papa & mama
i miss my stupid brother
i miss my kids.. Gucci & Chanel Lim
i miss my room
i miss my bed
i miss my car
i miss my astro & flat tv
i miss my comp
i miss my sofa
i miss my mom homedish
i miss my granma
i miss my cousins
i miss my aunt & uncle
i miss my kakak
i miss kampong!
i miss everything in keningau ;(
i wish i am there now
but still stuck with my final exam..

3rd thing..
I HATE EXAM BUT I HAVE TO GO..
i got the schedule & that pissed me off
im having my final exam on 30th Nov
a night after my hubby birthday!
what the birthday would be?
if i brings book along..
he must going to call me sleep early
do revision & bla bla bla..
as he is over concern of my exam
i dont want to be 'ULAT BUKU' on his bigday
so now im still fnding way
to be a good GF
& prepare for my coming exam..GOD BLESS ME ;)

gaming mode now
but line sucks!
p/s : coutdown 7days!