i want more!

recently im on my slimming schedule
im not a diet type and also not a sport type
so i still eat alot while doing some small exercises
every evening i went to my grandmom house
im having my exercise team
which is stand from my cousin's
we all play badminton everyday ;)
i think that is the most easy exercise for me..
i became harworking day by day
my common weight always 39-40kg
but i get shocked when i saw my weight just now!
in a week im losing 0.5kg
it means that my weight now is 38.5kg
alot people told me that my weight count as not normal dy
but i think it suit me alot
as im not a 'SUPERMODEL' type
i wish i have the leg, but...
i just cant imagine how ugly im gonna look like
if im over weight.. so i really need to keep my body fit
must always be the slimmest i can ;)
also i wish to have a sexy and hot hotty body..
so im gonna hardwork until i satisfy!

this is my face with 38.5kg
i dont think there is a big different
i still look same ;(