i miss you badly ;X

baby.. where are you?
why dont you come back?
is it there really many work to do?
you told me you will always come back
but everytime you failed to do like you had promise
i dont dare to say 'NO'
because i know how much you are struggling with this work

but you start to forget one thing >> ME

in a week, i just have 3days..
to see you..
to talk with you..
to see your smile..
to heard your jokes..
to hold your hand..
to kiss your lips..
to hug you..
until i fall asleep at your shoulder ;(
i miss all of that
but now its hard for me to get it anymore
plus that your work place are too far
even if you have handphone or laptop
its unuseful because there are no any signal
really hard to find you sometime

sometime i asking myself
why do i need to push myself so hard to be with you?
is this relationship really exist some LOVE?
are we really inlove?
i dont know.. i cant give an answer
i do know & realize that im really important for you
and i know you cant go anywhere without me
you always need my support with you
yeahh.. sometime im not that supportive
but when we really in serious talk
i do take everything seriously..
especially for your career
thats why i always keep myself silent
eventhough sometimes it really pissed me off!

whenever i am about to give up
i really wanted to say BRE*K!
but automatically my tears cant stop flowing down my cheek
SEE.. YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU MA!
lin C dont go so far anymore eh..
i really need you here..
you promise to give me a great holiday
i only got one month
now almost go to january eh..
can you pls come back asap?
i still waiting for you..
really! still have like mountain kinabalu that high..



公, i really miss you!