yesterday i went for a breakfast
with daddy mommy and my bro, Allan..
we came first because mom have some work
then we ordered simple food
while waiting my dad friends and mom
so dad was reading his newspaper
i dont know somewhere somehow i look at him
i watch every step & move he is doing..
he took out his spect and wore it
suddenly i was stuck
looking every part of my dad body
i look at his hair..
i noticed that there is tiny white hair
almost half of his head are them
and then i look at his skin..
so many wrinkle around his face
no more smooth & soft when he is younger
suddenly i feel sad, hurt..
my tears almost drop
but i hold myself tightly!
i scare dad noticed that i was looking at him..
i realized that too many changes at him
that i never seen before
even i was just growing up next to him
i never give 100% attention to dad before this
and now suddenly i feel regrets..i was too busy on my life
until i forget about my family
dont even realize the changes on them
especially dad, he's getting older..
and seriously yesterday was my first time having breakfast with him ;(
all i know was asking for money from him
never ever ask about his life condition
i feel sorry for daddy
because i should ask for his health & talk with him
but all i know was dating with my boyfriend
i should have more time for him
as i was the eldest and only daughter!
dad never complain us
never lost his attention towards us
but whenever he started to mad
we said he is annoying!
haissss.. now i blame myself because i ever said it too
my dad is a tough guy
but he also getting weak
plus that he is getting older now..
care & attention.. he need this now
and i promise
im going to give him this
learning to care
is my new target now!
i have to change the way i care them..
and i wish i will..
time past very fast..
all the people are getting older
included me..
went to my grandma house
i saw my granpa pic and i realize that
he already past away for almost 3years!
when i saw my little cousin
all of them are getting taller and bigger
changes occur everyday
but hard to see..
i need to be ready
and i have to go on without daydreaming!
time is life.. to my dad
I'M SORRY DADDY!
with daddy mommy and my bro, Allan..
we came first because mom have some work
then we ordered simple food
while waiting my dad friends and mom
so dad was reading his newspaper
i dont know somewhere somehow i look at him
i watch every step & move he is doing..
he took out his spect and wore it
suddenly i was stuck
looking every part of my dad body
i look at his hair..
i noticed that there is tiny white hair
almost half of his head are them
and then i look at his skin..
so many wrinkle around his face
no more smooth & soft when he is younger
suddenly i feel sad, hurt..
my tears almost drop
but i hold myself tightly!
i scare dad noticed that i was looking at him..
i realized that too many changes at him
that i never seen before
even i was just growing up next to him
i never give 100% attention to dad before this
and now suddenly i feel regrets..i was too busy on my life
until i forget about my family
dont even realize the changes on them
especially dad, he's getting older..
and seriously yesterday was my first time having breakfast with him ;(
all i know was asking for money from him
never ever ask about his life condition
i feel sorry for daddy
because i should ask for his health & talk with him
but all i know was dating with my boyfriend
i should have more time for him
as i was the eldest and only daughter!
dad never complain us
never lost his attention towards us
but whenever he started to mad
we said he is annoying!
haissss.. now i blame myself because i ever said it too
my dad is a tough guy
but he also getting weak
plus that he is getting older now..
care & attention.. he need this now
and i promise
im going to give him this
learning to care
is my new target now!
i have to change the way i care them..
and i wish i will..
time past very fast..
all the people are getting older
included me..
went to my grandma house
i saw my granpa pic and i realize that
he already past away for almost 3years!
when i saw my little cousin
all of them are getting taller and bigger
changes occur everyday
but hard to see..
i need to be ready
and i have to go on without daydreaming!
time is life.. to my dad
I'M SORRY DADDY!
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