❤ My Bad Weekend ='(

我又再次回到我的BLOG 可能今天会写很多 这几天也发生了很多不开心的事
每个星期 我都等待着我最珍贵的“三天” 这三天就是我和宝贝见面的时间
不过最近宝贝开始不会放这三天在心里了 整天都去钓鱼 浪费了很多时间

我不明白 他整天就是怪我没时间陪他 说我没放他在心里 不停的怪我
还叫我不要到外面去读书 要我在这里乖乖的做他的林太太 不停的求我
什么都要听他的 什么都要向他报告 什么都要他作决定

他终是要弄到我发脾气了才会害怕 嘴巴开始会说甜蜜的语言
什么都敢答应 等到我消气了 他又开始反悔 真的气死人
不想再说下起了 想到这些事只会弄到我生气 ==

This week alot of ARGUEMENT, feel so sad ='( i really upset that fishing is much more important than spending time with me. The arguement start since i didn't pick up his call, but that time i was talking phone to someone~I tried to give an explanation but he ignored it. Started to mad, yelling at me ! haiss

he called up all of his friends and going to fishing with them~I keep wait for him~wait and wait and wait~Almost 7pm he came to my house. Start to PUJUK me laa kunun. Few hours later we settled up~going to honey sweet with my babe's, he pay all the bills as an apology to me =') Lucky laa kamu sayang sekalian~kena belanja my hubby~To chi : siapa suruh tak datang~haha~joke k my dear =)

Next morning, he keep call me wake up. keep disturb me, i thought he want give me any special suprised. Too bad, he keep talk about fishing == 3pm he ask me if he can go fishing with his buddies. Arguement start again ! Sick of this. At last i accompany him to the small lake at my village, cause his friends is coming~It is almost 5pm~ I never thought they will take so much time at there. I wait there for two hours, wearing my short pants and singlet. Somemore its BLACK ! can u imagine how FULL the mosquite around there ? Then i company him again~sit at our "cute cute red vigo" ondaway back to our home sweet home =)Then my HANDSOME MENTUA (future father in law) ask we to go dinner with them at 33restaurant~ At there he still discussing about his fishing things, it turn worst when he suddenly ask her dad to go fishing with him tomorrow, i mean the next day. He called all of his friends again.

SUNDAY's coming. Again ! He tried to call me awake~He was so rush to go fishing~its only 10.30am leh. Macam laa tu ikan pandai lari if he's LATE. Keep talking phone with his fishing buddies, me ? Just sitting at beside him and hear his conversation. Look so stupid == Haiss, keep waste the time again and again ! Guess what ? Even he know that im so angry, he keep on his plan ! WHAT ! and he didn't send me a message or give me a call. WALAO EH~is there any rules say that YOU CAN'T CALL OR SEND A MESSAGE TO YOUR GIRLFRIEND WHEN YOU ARE FISHING ? tiada bha kan~siapa tak marah kalau sampai macam tu. Almost 7.30pm he just send me message and many excuses like usual laa~keep apologize ! We discuss many things last night, But can't wrote it at here~hehehe, Its our secret =)

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now im so confused, SHOULD I FORGIVE HIM ?



Just now im having a bad dream ='( 3dreams in a day. What a unlucky day for me. All the dreams are scary. The first one i don't remember already. But the second one is about GHOST. Third one is about ACCIDENT. I don't know what is the point but i hope it just a dream~I prefer not to think too much !


P/S : Baby, if you really want save our relationship and wish i forgive you~pls be matured abit and don't keep broke your promises. I already help you manage the time for our own activities, you know about it and you also agreed with it ! So pls follow the rules. Enough =(