Its been a long time i didn't update my blog~Sorry to my followers :(
Im so happy lately, baby have so much time to acompany me~its almost two weeks he didn't go to camp~He can manage his time to company me now~im so happy ! Last saturday we just took our so called " wedding picture " just take it for fun~I think all funs for this week but suddenly my fears coming again !! I hate it when this feelings come back to me !
Everytime when i was really happy~it will remind me again~Here comes the bad feelings again~about being lie,being cheated ! i hope all had gone~i wish i can forget it ! REALLY
Its hard for me to throw away all of my sadness~I didn't talk to my mom anymore, i don't have my friends anymore. Now my life more lonely than before~at home i had nobody to share my feels~just facebook-ing ! all my happiness, sadness, tears, laugh, fears~been keep at this beautiful blog~hm, i don't know what gonna happen soon ! I just hope i can forget all my sad memories as fast as i can ! I need help !
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