❤ Just Me, Baby, Gucci & Besties

Yesterday i was so happy because finally i had brought my baby dog " GUCCI " back to my house. All of my family members included baby like him so much. He was so playful and Manja. Hehe :) All of them keep hugged him. Thanks to baby cause he wasted many time yesterday to company me go to buy all the stuff for our NEW SWEETHEART :) total price almost cost Rm300++ i guess so. But so happy having a baby dog !

Last night i was going out with baby, we going to watched the fireworks at complex. It is sponsored by his dad and few of his friends for the Chinese New Year celebration. It was so beautiful. Nice ! Love it ^^ After that having dinner with his family at Adika Food Court.

Around 10p.m, we going to Marissa's house. They had organised a small party for her brother, Matt. Then going to City with them and Sha's sister, Jenna and her buddies. We having so much fun time there and take many pic with my bestie.

12.30p.m, going back to babe anne's home. having a sleepover there with my bestie. Gossiping until 3.30a.m just go to sleep. I was so happy last night even i felt really sleepy ! Haha XD Most suprising, babe anne bro's, Joby still remember my name. He still a lil baby when i know him but he never forgot my name. So touched.

Uploaded some pic that we had take last night at City. Hehe :) It was a great night i ever had with them !

[ Anne, Sha, Chi and Me ]

[ Me and Baby with his naughty face ]

[ Hahaha XD ]
[ Anne, Sha, Chi, Me and Tine ]

[ Me With Baby ]

[ Sleepy Him ]

[ My only and beloved ]

[ Fierce face from baby ]

❤ Moody :(

I've been moody for three days ! Its really a big trouble edy. First, still confuse of the changes of my friends. Second, Should i help her for that " RM500 ". Third, Baby keep break his promises to me. Lastly, my mom still didn't give me answer for the KK Trip. Is it a big matter for them ?? All of this is their problem.

Okay, why should me stand in the middle for both of them ?? I need to help both. Its really tiring when need to hear all the " bla, bla, bla " come out from their mouth. I need to stop this. I really don't want to attack my freinds from their back again. Today i did i a great job. I guess 75% ! Im really angry someone just now but i did not tell them or talk about that people.

SHE ? Find me again. asked me when i can go meet her. and still asking about the money things. Really don't have any idea how to run away from her. I really wanted to help but i need money too ! Haiz :(

Erm, baby ? Still haven come back. He promised me, he will come back today. He already break his promises for two times and i still forgive him. But today he really unlucky. If he coming back tomorrow, He will get a " Big Boom " from me.

Mommy ! Oh ~ please, im not gonna ask her again. I knew i will get the same answer from her. Asking nonsence then still didn't answer my question. Just wasting my time. Whats wrong with the world people ?? Im 17 that almost going to 18 ~ What is your problem ! Is it wrong having my own trip with my baby and dear friends ?? I really don't understand what she thinking right now. How long i need to be their BABYGURL ?! Please let me go with them. Just for this time. I beg !

Updated MY BLOG LIST ! Its babe anne, babe chi and dear darien ! hehe :) Happy ~ I know babe chi is in trouble right now. Hoped she will be fine soon. I know she is the most strong among all of us. Cheer up babe ! I really don't want to see any of my babe sad and hurt again. Just want all of them get their happiness, included ME !

For baby, hoped he will keep and always prove to me that every word he had promised, he will do it for me. I really trust you. So, don't make me disappointed with you again. Always miss and love you baby. Hoped you sleep well and dream of me !





Bye Bye ~

❤ Helpless

Actually i don't know how to say this but seems like no where can i spread out all my feelings. Yesterday i was just talking about the changes of people around me ! I haven find a way how to settle this problem, there come another problem again.

Really make me blur @.@ ~ Someone is asking me to borrow her money. But should i get involve with her problem ?? Actually im involved ! Since she told me about that i already knew that i will get involved. Urrgghh ! WHY ME ?! I really don't want to put myself on those trouble. RM500 ~ Its not a small amount. I really don't know i should borrow my money to her or not.

Well, i know its urgent but really none of my business. So, why must let me pay it for her ? She told me that she will pay it back to me but can i trust her ? You done it so you finished it ! Dont put me in your trouble ! OMG ! Help me.

Having a reunite with my old friends today. He was my classmate at primary school. Long time didn't meet him but still remmember his face ! Act cool ~ Haha XD Sorry Siang. Just joke :)

[ My old friends ]

[ Me, Manda & Siang ]

[ Four of us ]

Happy to see and hang out with him again !

❤ Different !

Today i was free, at office just have a few work. Nothing special. Erm, i take my lunch with my fren. Actually, its Bryan ask me to join him lunch but i ask if i can call Manda to go with us. So, there is our plan. Suddenly, manda called me. She cant join us ! So i tried to find another gurl. Yes ! Its her. I called Annabel and ask her if she can join us. Luckly, she say " sure ".

There come another problem ! Ahloh cant join us. Too busy at office ! So, today just the three of us. Talking ~ nothing special too.

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I dont know how to describe my feelings today ! But i really feel different. Everybody is changing i guess. I dont know why will happened until like this but really hard for me to understand them ! Even i already know them for a very long time, but i just think that i really not understand them well.

Maybe some reason they cant share everything with me. But its weird ! Such a loving c*uple before. But now feels like both of them hated each other. She talking his badness and he also do the same. Attacking people from their back. I know it shouldn't be like that.

I knew i had done it too but atleast im trying to stop ! Well, sometime i attacking my friends too. But i just dont know how to tell them the truth. I scare i will hurt their feelings ! I really dont wanna do that. TRUST ME !

Uuurrgghh ! Guys please awake and see clearly ! Who was the devil. Dont just simply do what you want. Please look at the reality. Wake up ! Please stop this nonsence. Nothing can i say. Im done !

Lastly, asked my mommy about the KK things. Unfortunately, my mom didnt answer me. How should i know its DO or DONT ! Really making me confuse @.@

Baby also didnt call me. Haix ! He promised me last night. I really moody. Waiting. waiting and waiting but NO AT ALL ! Baby, you know how much I MISS YOU ?? Yeah, you never gonna know that. You're not here with me :(

Really strange ! Hoped i will be okay soon.

❤ Money and Friends

Yeeeppiiee !! Today i was so happy ~ First time get my own salary !! MY OWN MONEY ~ Really worth, I have work for one month and lastly i get the benefit. hehe :) I was so happy but i really feel dont wanna use that money ~ Keep it ?? For what ?? Haha XD Perhaps i will save abit for daily use, the rest i will use. hehe ^^

Erm, Meet up with my dear friend today ~ We going to have a evening tea ~ Just Me, Amanda, Bryan and Ahloh. Four of us ~ Going to HONEY SWEET. Oooppss, almost forget that we also meet Pung Tzy Teeng at there. Talk many things ~ Eat, Drinks. bla, bla bla !! Haha XD So fun ~ Amanda keep push us to send her back to office. So funny to see her action. Bryan more funny, keep saying that he dont want to eat but still eat many fries ~ Lolzz they still same even long time didnt see them !

Lastly, Baby called me ~ hehe :) happy ! promise me that tomorrow will called me again ~ Hoped so XD ! And hoped my mommy will lwt me go to KK with my baby and dear friends. Really wanted to go with them.

Here are some pic for today, but SORRY to Ahloh cause i forget to take a pic with him just now. huhu :(

[ Me with Babe Manda ]

[ Bryan serious face ]


[ Me with Bryan ]

Today was a sweet and happy day ~ hehe :) even just hang out for an hour but i really felt happy with my dear friends !!

❤ Its February :)

Today is the 1st day of February !! Feels so happy ~ The celebration is coming soon. hehe :) But how come Chinese New Year & Valentine's Day are on the same days ?? Means we need to choose between F.A.M.I.L.Y or B.O.Y.F.R.I.E.N.D !! Uuurrrggghh ~ So unfair !! But its not a big problem also cause i think i can manage my time perfectly on that day. But i should not happy 1st cause everything will change on last minute.

Hoped there are no any prob for me on that big day ~ Really wanted to celebrate both of the big event !! hehe :) Today nothing special. So, Guess just until here for today ~

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