♥ my little life

Baobei
this is the third day of our "Love Quarantine"
i call like that because i really dont wanna mention about B-words
besides we still in our love relationships
i know this is my idea and i totally regrets for my stupid actions
but if im quit right now, im still the selfish girl
i just hope you will come down and accompany me if you are free
DONT WORRY BABY
i admit that life without you is completely going mess and lonely
but life must go on.....
sometimes when i suddenly think of you
like usual the tears going to be my partners again
i really cant stop thinking about you........

Today my cousin ask me if i wanna go clubbing with her
let me think?actually I DO, i really want to go
but i know if you know about this
you must be very angry with me so i just reject her invitation
of course, i know myself very well if im drunk
*i dont want to talk about it, if you know just shut your mouth!
so i was thinking....
can we go again just for a night?
look i dont mean to be ALCOHOLIC i just want to get some joy and fun
you see, i still care about you
im not going anywhere without your permission
which means i do anythings that i promised with you
(the night before i decide to go away)
so can you trust me now?
i hope after you back from camp
you will view my blog and check out what im doing for the whole week
ERM I KNOW YOU WILL because you know i'll write evrythings here ;)
suddenly im speechless
i dont know what to write, what to tell
just got you in my mind
i think im done...........
goodnight!