♥ its started to fades away

baby...........
theres alot i want to tell you
but we never have any chance to talk to each others
i dont know why
day by day the way you treat me really strange
maybe its me think too much
but why seems like you dont care me anymore
you know?
its really hard for me to let you go
but you know me, i hate myself if i cant give my love one a happiness
is it hard? i think its simple to do
all i want is give you a happiness but i cant even give it to you
i really dont know if i had give you any happiness this 3years
i admit i dont understand you, but you also same
you also never understand what i want
i had wait and wait and wait.........
for a long time, u become independent
but me? i am just a girl that too count everythings on you
small matters also need you to help me solve it
everything must be you to help me
i became spoiled.. spoiled by your love
why you give me alot? you give me everythings that i never wish for
i really thought that we will happy forever
but no, love wont easily make us have a happy ending
sorry for everythings..
im just not suit for you i think
this several weeks you really changed
i feel like im not important anymore
you know how sad i am
the fears coming back again
fears that scare will losing you again
i really cant!
it always make me awake on mid night
always had a bad dream about you
its really bother me
when i try to tell you, you at other side
how am i gonna tell you?
when you come back, you just treat me so cold
what i need to do?
this tears should stop now
but i really have no idea to make it stop! pls
just for this time
come to my side and show me your love once again
if not,i maybe would lost all of my trust that i put in this relationship
pls baby..........pls stop me from crying
i hope u read this!
really fallin love with you
i really cant stop it anymore
I LOVE YOU♥