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Thursday, March 4, 2010

❤ Hurt again :(

Today He was come back ! Unfortunately, im not that happy. Maybe because he promised to back on wednesday but at last he didn't show up. It was not a big suprise for me because he always do that. Then we hang out a while :)

We having our conversation just now at MSN. Lazy want to send a msg through phone. Msn is faster than SMS ! Then, we started our conversation. Firstly we were so happy but i think maybe im too SEN KA LIN, so i ask him one question. The answer make me so HURT but im happy to know about it, i hope he was telling me the truth ! I didn't regret that i ask that question cause i don't want i keep asking myself of that question and keep wondering unknown answer from him !

Seriously, HE HURT ME TOO MUCH & ITS REALLY OVER FOR ME ! Better i just described that IM LOST OF MY WAY :( I cant even write it too details at here. I wish i could share with anyone of you but its better for me to keep it as my secret. I don't want to make him embarass. So, i decide that i wont wrote it here. Just keep it deep in my heart ~

I don't understand why i still love him. He was not a perfect guy for any girls. He didn't have good education, He was a no manners person, He love to showing off his power and wealthy. Like to speak louder than anyone else. Gosh ! Why i meet him ?
Its unfair ! I am a GOOD GIRL, which i thought so. The difference between us is ( ALICE = ANGEL , HIM = DEVIL ) i hope now all of you understand what i mean now.

I dont think that we are a perfect match coupled. But everyone around me keep told me that we are the sweetest ever. LOL, really out of my mind ==

I just want him to care about my feelings more, understand me more, never cheating on me again, Stop clubbing, Stop talking nonsence, Stop smoking, Stop showing off, Stop making friends with BITCHES & LOSERS ( I dare to tell that most of his friends is in this categories ) Stop hurting me, Stop ignored me, Stop control my life, Stop advising me, Stop bossing me !

I don't want you stay love me because you promise to loved me, but love me as your heart do ! Im sure that i was never stop loving you :)
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This page is just for you MR. CHESTER LIM KIAN HUNG. If you can spend abit time to read this, i hoped so ! Sweet dreams ^^

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