❤ 我这么了

大概七点左右，宝贝回来了！

可是听见明天早上又要回到KEM里做工后，我又开始不开心了。

我知道他是去做工，但心里却会觉得不舍得让他走，

每次都没时间来陪我，有时我真得很想找他谈心事都很难，

因为他时常都不在这。

我不知我们将来会变到这样，希望我还是会忍，

会继续等下去。我很讨厌这坏感觉又来，我对他的爱是很深，

我是不会延续这些坏感觉破坏我们的感情！

只是我在想太多！

❤ 狗狗

今天我帮我的狗狗GUCCI洗澡了，发现倒它的毛已经很长了 ！所以我打算这个拜四会带它去剪它的毛。洗澡后，我放它在家里，不准它出去。今天给它吃了很多水果，它就一直在家里跑来跑去，还找东西拿来咬， 弄到家里很肮脏。

做了那么多东西，现在觉得身体开始酸痛。哎哟，真的很想找个人帮我按摩 ！如果每天都这样，我看不用等十年我都已经变得像个黄脸婆。这几天我得好好的休息，今晚也该早点睡觉了。昨晚我也迟睡，每一次看完了 “她” 的BLOG, 我就会不听得掉眼泪。虽然我不认识她，可是我都会替她伤心，我不能说我懂她的心，因为我也没试过失去我最珍爱的人。我不想，我很怕。人生就是这么多的考验，上帝时常让我们经过很多酸甜苦辣的日子。这些都已经注定了，每个人有自己不同的考验，只能靠自己这么去面对事实。我也看了她最近的POST, 她好多了，有时还会想他， 我明白，这么多年的感情， 突然失去了，是需要很长的时间去忘记。我希望她能够早点恢复，也祝福她会有新的生活，比以前会更开心。

我为人家祈祷， 也就代表着为自己祈祷。希望我和他能够过平平安安，简简单单，开开心心，健健康康的生活。也希望我们能够白头到老。

❤ AUTUMN =')

Yess ! I changed the song, but still from the same hit drama theme songs " Autumn In My Heart " i still keep the old one, just in piano version. I know i look so outdate cause now got many new drama. I also don't understand why i felt this drama is still the most amazing i had watched, maybe i really like about the story telling of this drama. I believe in Faith and True Love. If thats your destiny then it must be yours. No matter where we are, who we are, it still will be yours. Just need to find it in many ways.

Trying to find this movie again, i hope i can watched this movie with baby =') and i wish i could go to korea with baby on the autumn season =') this is my biggest dream. I want to collect all our memory. I really can't be far from him, i know i always mad him 蠢，笨蛋，没有用，but i still love him. I don't care about his weakness, i don't care what people say or judge about him. They don't know you bha sayang, i know why they love to talk about ur badness cause they jealous about you. Same like me, sometime i feel jealous why you can handle everythings, why many gurl keep finding you. All of that make me want to WIN, i want to win your heart ! I can't let any other gurl to get closer with you, cause im ANGRY cause im JEALOUS cause i want you. Don't make be your number one but let me be your only one. Thats all i want from you.

I believe, since the first day i meet you, i know you gonna bring alot changes to me. Yes, u did it finally =') Too much changes, myself, you, my family, your family and our friends. You gave me many sweet and wonderful memory, you gave me a relationship that full with love. I know my life gonna mess if you are not around me, so please don't leave me. I know u love me, Thanks alot sayang ! Thank you very much. I'm sorry for being selfish for the whole time we've been together and sorry sometime im being too rude and not showing respect to you. So sorry !
* but if u done serious mistakes, you still need to 跪 me and say sorry like you done before :P

See im wrote about my LOVE LIFE AGAIN. I knew its LAME, so if you don't want to read just click [X]. don't say much and don't judge me cause this is my BLOG and IM ORDINARY =') wee. Try to watch this drama, its nice.

I HEART YOU SAYANG ❤

❤ MOM's

Yesterday went to kk with baby and his family, send BOK-BOK to the animals clinic for trimming his hair =') drop by at WARISAN, first we went to Sasa, i was looking for the eye make up remover then baby found the cream for dark circle and he bought both for me. He worried my dark circle become bigger and worst so he bought it even it was very expenxive. I know he sayang me, thanks my love. Next, stop at SODA, baby looking for t-shirt, he bought one, its suit him.

Then, went to CP for movie, me, baby and Mentua watched IP MAN II, that movie rated with (*****) it was a great movie. we enjoyed it so much =') but the people was sitting at our back too noisy ! Keep making sound.

Back to Warisan again, looking for jacket's. Baby had waste alot of money for my stuff yesterday, we used almost rm500++ SORRY AH SAYANG. Nicole bought two magazine's. The page is all about JB ❤ she was so happy and excited when talking about her fav idol. She's so adorable. Ondaway back to keningau, i'm not feeling well, tried to sleep but i can't. Duuiii~pity to baby cause can't sleep well too, keep awake him cause i was sleeping at his shoulder.

MOM's Day :
Yesterday i get a free gift from Sasa, so i give it to my mom as a present from me =') Baby has awake me, keep moving on our little plan, going to his house. Watched the movie "SECRET" i rated it (*****) also, even i'm not the fan's of JAY but i still love the movie. He prepared a dish for me. it taste good, kinda love the dish laa. Around 4.30, send Nic to tuition and going to the flower shop buy some flower for my mentua. She's touched and drop tears. so do baby, happy to see the moment, finally he did something that can make his Mom happy.

For my mom, i bought a cake and flower for her. She's touched and happy too. So glad to see Mom and Dad getting better. Helped them took pic together, im full now, eat too much cake. Im gonna fat and fat and FAT ! huhuhu ='(

Im turn moody just now, actually i ask baby to sleep at my house today but he can't cause tomorrow he need to go work and let his dad use the car. Im begging but he still need to go hum, haiss. Kinda angry with him but i tried to let him go, i don't want to make him in hard condition again. Just let him go, now im getting better, i know im selfish == hate myself too. But he was right, he already slept at here for two days, its time to go home and spend some time with his FAM. Sorry for being selfish and angry.

❤ Im Damn EXHAUSTED ='(

Aduii, im so exhausted today ! Im cleaning my dining room and living room ='( it already takes almost four hours. Really tired eh~tomorrow morning im gonna continue my cleaning stuff, luckly HE's coming back tomorrow. So, at least got somebody can help me. Now need some massage but no one want to help. Haiss, hope my mom at here now, no need me to clean the house, no wonder why my mom always mad at me if i didn't help her ='( SO SORRY mi !

My bro pulak, now so obsessed with his BLOG ! haha, keep signing in his BLOG from yesterday. Better for him also, can train him to learn to write Essay from his blog =') And thanks to his friend Yvonne, who helped him to make his blog.

Another bro, always busy with his HUNTING HOBBY and also HIS WIFE " motor kesayangan " less staying at home. I can say that hard to see him inside the house, i only can see him when BED TIME. almost midnight edy kan.

Dad, he's sleeping now. I've cooked for him just now. But he refuse to take dinner with us ='( too bad he never taste it. Perhaps, next time looo. I guess he is just too exhausted, same like me. SWEET DREAMS PAPA ❤

Mom, still wait for her to come back on this friday =') hope she got buy some clothes for me from Taiwan. I wish so. She never give me money since i was working, but now im broke edy. I hope she will buy some cute stuff for me laa. And wish she will give me money to buy new HANDPHONE !

Few more hours to go~I can meet my MAN later =') wee. Im so happy. I wait so long for this. Can't wait to see him tomorrow morning. Hope he miss me as i miss him, somethings bother us lately. But we tried to settle it up tomorrow. I hope it was just us think too much =)

I guess tomorrow will be a happy day. Aikkss, CAN'T WAIT EH ! hehe

❤ 下一站，幸福！

我知道我迟了，没关系，我还是会看完这套戏剧。
我还不知道这套戏剧的故事 所以不能写多
不好意识哦！

I did a great job today =) i was cooking just now ! WHY ? because my mom at Taiwan now so nobody will cook for us this few days, quite OK laa my dish =) my bro say " MASIH BOLEH TELAN " haha X) thanks for both of them ! DAD, his drunk == my uncle won 4D, so my family MAKAN BESAR LAA FOR THIS WEEK !

This week i will be the HOUSE KEEPER ='( terpaksa laa, i want to be a good daughters for this few days. Want to show my dad, mom and even for my lil bro's and also for my baby. Tomorrow im gonna start cleaning my house.

Also plan to give my mom a big suprise after she arrive home. Plans for mother day, i wish i can bake cake for my beloved mom and one for my Future Mentua =)

ALOT THINGS TO DO LAA THIS WEEK ! im gonna busy =)

GOOD LUCK FOR ME